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« on: August 18, 2017, 05:29:30 pm »
Here's a list:
My habitual avoidance of ad-driven snoopy websites kept me from having a good conversation with Yoink about some music on YouTube he liked, which led to a long period of not talking to anyone here because reasons.
I have emotional depression caused by things below. Maybe have S.A.D. as well.
I have been living in the middle of nowhere for several years after moving away from my old neighborhood. This was caused by drama between my mom and some possibly crooked real estate developers who may have tried to increase business by stirring up bigotry. Thankfully my mom was able to organize the neighborhood against the bigotry. We moved because my parents had some land elsewhere and my mom didn't want us involved in heavy politics. Our new neighborhood has been kinda hostile to us, and us to it, so we have been kinda isolated.
I haven't been able to make friends.
Few people initiate friendly conversations with me anywhere.
I have no girlfriend and never had a sex life.
My grandmother died. She may have been poisoned, based on the symptoms she had. No autopsy has been done.
My dad has a weird abusive love-hate relationship with my mom and he favors right-wing talking heads. When I posted asking for help earlier in the year, I was unable to ask anyone else due to phone service at our house being disabled by our phone company for reasons I cannot confirm with certainty. Mom was his second choice; She had been subjected to rejection for her entire post-childhood life before meeting him, so she was vulnerable. She might have been dad's beard without knowing it. I dunno. She might leave him in three years.
I reported the conversation between DJ and shub-nullgurath, and possibly caused the reinforcement of their beliefs. I hope they weren't part of a group willing to lynch immigrants coming into Europe.
Finding a place to be happy has been difficult.
I cannot manufacture flying saucers and set up a homestead on a habitable planet within my lifetime. My grandfather can't either.
Bye. I'm going to ask Toady One to disable my account. Thank you for talking with me.