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Quote from: Worldmaster27 on October 15, 2015, 05:01:13 pm

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it feels like there's this huge gaping hole in between my words and my mouth that eats up every single sentence i could use to explain what's going on to my friends, to ask for help and idk but communication is just impossible and it feels like its tearing me up like there's a wall or something and i can feel it but i have no idea how to explain it

i guess it doesnt really matter though, they only keep up a facade of liking me just because they dont want me to kill myself or whatever, they only talk to me and interact with me because i do, i keep seeking them out and talking to them and they just respond, they never talk to me on their own or like anything idk

why did i think i could call them my best friend like im really stupid, thinking anyone could care if im not being worrisome, that's the only time people seek out my company or whatever, so i dont do anything more stupid than just existing

i dont want to do this anymore, this week has felt so shitty and it isnt going to get much better, only harder, and i dont know what to do about it

i know im stupid and overreacting and it isnt actually like that and id feekl it if id stopped being a whiney bitch about everything but whatever i cant bring myself to really care about anything, so yeah this is what i feel and i suck

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You feel sad but you're not being a whiny bitch and you don't suck. That's just you being negative about yourself and forcing negative feelings on yourself. That doesn't help, it just makes you feel worse.

I've felt like a hopeless emotional shithole in the past but I'm getting better. You can too, just keep trucking.

Life gets better. I believe in you. You can do the thing and stuff. \o/

Quote from: Worldmaster27 on October 12, 2015, 09:11:19 pm

how does one help friend who tbh really needs help more :\

All I can say is for the love of all things, don't force it. It'll do far more harm than good.

Quote from: Worldmaster27 on October 08, 2015, 03:55:38 pm

That's some pretty fucking heavy bullshit.

I don't know how child services works or if its applicable in this case but that cannot be legal so maybe call someone?

Worldmaster, never be sorry for feeling sad and posting it in a sad thread, that's literally why it exists, as a safe space for people to vent, and maybe get some support.

honestly i'm just waiting for the day carmen can, financially and emotionally, go full rant mode on her parents and end with a "get fucked, never talk to me again" or something of that nature

i'll even write her a script if i have to