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Name: Chaotic

HP: 3
Stats:
 STR: 13
 DEX: 14
 MIND: 13

SP: 6

Skills:
 Melee: +2
 Stealth: +2
 Analysis: +2

Gear:
 1 Modern Melee Weapon (Nanoedged Sword)
 1 Flashbang
 1 Poison
 1 Radio
 1 Kinetic Dampening Skin Suit

Remaining SB: 0

Debt: 31MB

I can't be of much help here, as usual, but I guess...try to find the silver lining? I'm not exactly good at...anything really, but the only thing I know to do is say this: Whatever's bugging you, whether it's this, or something else in the future, just remember this: The people that make you sad, and angry, and whatever else now? They're probably not going to do anything impressive themselves. They're more than likely going to be forgotten about by all but their living family members. But you? You can do anything. You can do anything, even if you don't think you can.

I'm also not suggesting this as a good idea, just a possibility. You said you're locked in what is presumably your bedroom, correct? You also have access to the internet, or else you wouldn't be posting here. If you can, look up a way to get through the locks on the door, or if you have a window close-ish to the ground, figure out a way to climb out of it and to the ground.

As a side note, and I'm probably just another over-reacting internet idiot, but this sounds a lot like abuse. I encourage you to talk to someone who can stop it if you can, but it's still up to you. No one else can really do anything to start fixing things besides you.

Parents. Mine, specifically. Makes me sad. I remember, back when I was...3? Yeah, three or four years old. It was great. They got along, me and my brother got along, there wasn't much to worry about. Now, my parents hate each other and pretty much use me and my brother as a way to spite each other. I don't get along with my brother. I'm slowly losing my will to get up in the morning. At least school just started. Maybe I'll meet some interesting people and not hang out with the same old people this year. Or maybe I'll keep dreaming that things might change in Small Town America^(tm) for the first time in years, all because I'm bored with the way things are. Heh. Always was a dreamer. Used to dream of my parents getting along, and my future, and what I wanted to do when I'm done with high school. Now my biggest dream is to just live with the knowledge that my family isn't at each other's throats, and that they might have moved on in the past ten years or so. Another day, another dream never realized.