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20116
General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: February 28, 2010, 01:55:42 am »
My rumpus hurts.

I've been sitting down too long, stupid tail.  I need to stop doing this.

20117
General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: February 28, 2010, 01:52:18 am »
If I said whatever came naturally it'll probably go along the lines like this, it happened before.

1st period sometime last week I don't remember.  1st period is always Science, a course so easy (not helped by the fact this is freshmen electronic stuff, you know, ohm's law).

This special ed teacher comes walking in to watch the special ed kids, I've known who they are because the teacher always huddles near them and tells them to do their work.  Always the same kids, never any others.  Sorry if I'm being harsh, this is the sad thread.

Naturally, I hate the special ed teacher because the answer always has to be "her" way.  I over hear it while I do my work from other classes because I've already done this weeks homework.

Well, today I was in a really bad mood.

When she walked in today she did whatever, then she was talking about showing his work.  The kid got the answer right, but she wanted those damn equations to be written out thirty times.  I told her why it was to important to write out your answer if you get the answer right.  She said encase you get the answer wrong they can figure out what you did wrong.

Screw that, why can't I take that chance?  It's not like I'd get it wrong anyway.  It's like simple divisions and multiplication, you kow, ohm's law.

She kept responding with the same answer, then said some non sense about when you take the SAT or something.  I thought you had a time limit taking those, wouldn't it be hard to make it if you had to write everything out?

It went on for a bit and I actually was told to see her out of class, then and there.

Heh, outside in the hall she told me she's under a lot of stress and didn't want to deal with me.

Teachers aren't suppose to look weak, I try not to look weak.

Do not to look weak.  Whatever, something else is going to pop in my head and then another bunch of useless words.

20118
General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: February 28, 2010, 01:24:16 am »
ToonyMan is leaking super serious.
I know my usually label on Bay12 is a quirky and eccentric dude, but that's just an alias.

I feel pretty jaded to the world, but I also have that knowledge that I'm being naive and doing that would catch me off-guard.

I usually hate my past self and all it's achievements.  By posting these I know I'll get attention to myself, but I don't want to being putting the spot light on myself.  I try to be the right blend of reserve and showy, but it's weird.

I may never be happy, but I never cry either.  Only in rare occasions would I do either.  Sometimes I get a fit of happy in me, but it usually lasts about 5 seconds before turning back to normal.  When I find anything new or interesting it excites me for maybe a minute, anything I find more exciting than that is a rare occurrence and would be quickly devoured into my mind.  My freakin mind.  The internet is a dangerous place, I feel like I know more than I should...heh.

20119
General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: February 28, 2010, 01:10:40 am »
The main reason I stress out I think is because of perfectionism.  I always think I can do better, even when the best could be "good enough".

I hate "good enough", I've overheard teachers encouraging students to get a C on their test, oh wow I C that is fantastic why don't we have a celebration and let you get a brand new ipod?

I hate support more than anything, whenever someone asks me if I need help it's a 100% no.  I hate making people work for me more than anything.  It makes me feel selfish and the guilt kills me.  I have a lot of guilt, I can't look people in the eye.  Even when it wouldn't normally be anything wrong.

The reason why this whole weekend has been a shitfuck is because of Friday.

Friday, I was going to go to school like a normal teenage boy, but my parents thought different.

They turned off my alarm, I woke up at 10 AM.

They thought I was working too hard.  :[  I hate playing catch up shit man.
Now I'm going to have to walk in Monday and my anxiety is going to kill me, great.

Yeah I said it was a snow day yesterday, but I didn't feel like sharing right now.  I probably killed your trust, but whatever.  GAHHh

20120
General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: February 28, 2010, 01:03:11 am »
Vector, I'm almost the exact same way.

I ace all my classes and it pisses me off sometimes.  Oh, your son has a 12 grade reading level (back in 7th grade).  Blah blah genius I wish I had a million ToonyMan's,  I hate when other students around me are complete slackers, for example during study halls most kids find it a great time to sleep or socialize, I find myself unable to doing anything but work that has to be done.  I am in constant stress every minute of my life because I'm always worrying about something I did wrong the day before.

My grades in science and math are especially high (kinda why I'm going with the engineer thing).  Even though I'm unchallenged I am all stressed.  I rarely smile, yes it's true.  Most of the things I say are to lighten my own spirits, even this weekend so far has been a mess.

In school though I'm rarely made fun of, maybe because I act as nice and chill as possible.

I need to think for a minute.

20121
General Discussion / Re: MSPA: He just landed himself in citation city.
« on: February 27, 2010, 11:42:55 pm »
Dave's reaction to the achelmizers placement is priceless.

20122
Mafia / Re: [REPLACEMENT NEEDED] MSPA Mafia -=2=- Day 4, Ends Thursday
« on: February 27, 2010, 09:59:27 pm »
Damn Cheeetar you made a PERFECT guess.

Also, I was town Org.

20123
Mafia / Re: [REPLACEMENT NEEDED] MSPA Mafia -=2=- Day 4, Ends Thursday
« on: February 27, 2010, 09:30:31 pm »
I guess we'll see when Neruz tells us.

20124
Mafia / Re: [REPLACEMENT NEEDED] MSPA Mafia -=2=- Day 4, Ends Thursday
« on: February 27, 2010, 07:48:54 pm »
Don't make assumptions.

Pandarsenic, give us some facts.

20125
General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: February 27, 2010, 07:48:11 pm »
I felt completely bored of the world today.

20126
Mafia / Re: [REPLACEMENT NEEDED] MSPA Mafia -=2=- Day 4, Ends Thursday
« on: February 27, 2010, 07:47:02 pm »
I'm assuming that NINJASTORM kills people.

Why me and Org then?

20127
Mafia / Re: [REPLACEMENT NEEDED] MSPA Mafia -=2=- Day 4, Ends Thursday
« on: February 27, 2010, 07:39:32 pm »
Why am I dead, what's going on?

I'm not scum or cult.

20128
Mafia / Re: [REPLACEMENT NEEDED] MSPA Mafia -=2=- Day 4, Ends Thursday
« on: February 27, 2010, 07:36:55 pm »
What does the ninja storm do Pandarsenic?

20129
Mafia / Re: [REPLACEMENT NEEDED] MSPA Mafia -=2=- Day 4, Ends Thursday
« on: February 27, 2010, 07:35:39 pm »
There should only be one scum left, 3 at the beginning right?  2 died.

That makes one and I am not scum.

20130
Mafia / Re: [REPLACEMENT NEEDED] MSPA Mafia -=2=- Day 4, Ends Thursday
« on: February 27, 2010, 07:10:38 pm »
Report to shelter.

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