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« on: November 15, 2009, 10:06:54 pm »
I've been having similar feelings. Starting last year was depressed, sarcastic, and lonely. But right now I'm just sarcastic and a lot people actually notice me at school. Even if it's mostly pissed off sarcastic all the time many people find that funny. For example, today I had another four hour class for driver's ed. (yes, Sunday AND Saturday) I was mad because I had to go a total of eight hours this weekend when I could be SLEEPING. I got to class like two minutes late, yaddha yaddha, the instructor lady (who works at me school) happens to be the person running the program. Now, there is more adults here than teenagers (which I find funny), in this situation I would usually feel nervous or anxiety, but I never have that feeling anymore. At one point the talker asked us emotions we have on the road, people called out emotions of course....happy, sad, mad, nervous, etc.. Mrs. Goodson asked which emotion is the most dangerous. I called out "Happy!", that made a bunch laugh. Which is funny, BECAUSE IT'S TRUE. While mad was the right answer the talker went into discussion how being happy can make you carefree, which lowers your judgment....which causes accidents. Then we watched a video of some guys MythBuster's style proving if being tired is the same as being drunk. It was true of course, being the whole point of the film. One pretty funny part (which is sick) was when the testing dudes would pull a fake dog across the track and 9 out 10 times the driver would just run the puppy over with a "thump-thump" and keep on going, some couldn't even remember a dog. It was hilarious to say the least. Note that all these people were complete strangers, but that didn't really phase me, I'm not sure if I'm just getting use to shit or what, but it's a remarkable difference than last year. Same goes for school, people actually know me. I have a nick name for crying out loud! Everyone calls me The Beast Bisson (pronounced Be-son) which sounds pretty cool and the guy that started this was one of the top football players, well......most of the football players know and like me...I find that funny. XD I've realized that to complain about what will never change will get you no where. What you gotta do is go with it, don't have to get involved with it (smoking pot hahaha no), but just keep it cool and people will like you. I know very little people that don't like The Beast Bisson!
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