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Holy crap, handset home phones are expensive as Hell.  Probably because it's almost impossible to buy an actual dock phone without having to buy three-plus handset companions.  But for just slightly more than I really intended to pay, I now have the makings of a home office.  I'm lookin' pretty up right now.
Also, Best Buy is into retro PC gaming.  They have shelved copies of the Morrowind gold pack, Halo 1, and Fallout.  Not Fallout 3, the original.  Go fig.

They'll have XCOM and Deus Ex next.

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Masturbation seems healthier. It is performed with someone you admire.

I'm wowing because I can hack into SERN with it.

In any case, on episode 8 or something of Kaiji S2 with Leafsnail.  It's great.  I can't believe I've been missing Kaiji since now.  Zawaaa zawaaaaaa zawaaaaaaaaaaa

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Finally finished the Puella Magi Madoka Magica anime with a ton of effort.  Ugh.  That was so disappointing.  Those twelve episodes felt like an eternity that would never end.  I can't think of any characters I actually liked, the majority of it was incredibly uninteresting, and I didn't like the ending at all.

However, the music was great, the visuals were pretty good & the animation was really fluid sometimes, two~ episodes were pretty good the entire run time, and I'm finally done watching it so win-win?
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I got nothin

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Firstly, last night I finished Day 1 of Tsukihime.  Yes, I started Tsukhime even though I'm doing Ever17 as well.  Ever17 has been giving me a ton of technical problems so I'll play Tsukihime for now while I get that sorted out.  It's okay so far.  I just had the revelation that the Tohno mansion and the Tohsaka mansion are probably the exact same gog damn place.  Dem Toh's man.

Secondly, Kaiji S2 with Leafsnail has been great.  I love Kaiji so much.

And lastly, I finished volume 2 of Ubel Blatt and started volume 3.  I am started to gather more favor for it.  It's getting pretty badass.  Octopus Head is the best guy ever.

Unfortunately I didn't save any images with OH in it.  :?  I'm so confused.  Oh well.  Awesome images are awesome. 
It's like the manga equivalent of Shin Angyo Onshi with a lot more nudity.

Haven't had a chance to read any Fate/Zero, unfortunately.  :[  I'll try to finish volume 1 this week.

In any case, that makes Tsukihime, Kaiji, Ubel Blatt, and Fate/Zero for now.  Visual novel, anime, manga, light novel.  I have it all! 

This is great, I'm so happy right now.

Yeah I was actually pressured into revealing I was reading Fate/Zero to one of my college friends last week, Wednesday I think.  He was in all my High School classes so I know him somewhat and he was being very curious, enough to take my Engineering book hostage and dangle it from the 2nd floor in the library.  Yes our library has three floors it's awesome.  He didn't know at all what it was of course and I didn't expect him to, it's his lose hah!

Anyway, the point is my smalltalk skills are probably very poor too.  The only time it works is usually when I know a recent event that I saw on the news that morning, and even then I hardly care.  Usually what I find best is to just use what material you have.  Even if you don't know what they're talking about just bring up something related to it for a common linkage.  Or try to be funny.

I don't speak very much unless it's an important matter usually.  I'm only able to say so much online because you really can just say whatever the hell you want and anybody that chooses to listen will.  In real life what you have is what you get.  There's really no point in going further than that.

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Well, speaking of today I might as well lay some thoughts down.  I'm feeling particularly sad today.  It's a very mellow Saturday.  I guess this is why people go out huh.  I haven't really been around anybody since only yesterday so I guess it's selfish of me to complain.  Not that I have any desire to go outside at all, jejejejeje.

It's more than just mellowness though.  I'm feeling pretty angsty today.  The more I think about my life the more pointless it seems.  I haven't really had a chance to be depressed in like a week thanks to college so I finally can now.  I feel like no matter the situation it's not going to make me happy.  I remedy this by making jokes or watching shows or reading stuff but that doesn't change the situation.  Maybe I really do need companionship.  The thought of a partner makes me happy.  Maybe I need to get my college friends' cell phones numbers...but then again unless I actually physically go out with them it'll just be digital communication.  Which is okay most of the time but not right now.  Maybe I do need someone...

I've had thoughts of sleeping with someone.  In imitation I will hug a pillow.  When it's dark and I close my eyes it makes me happy.  I swear some thoughts I have sound pretty pitiful don't they?  I know.  But unless I do this I feel like I will just be an empty shell devoid of any emotion.  I'm not a particularly emotional person up front and I've grown up to learn never to react to anything because that will cause trouble.  Because of this it feels likes nothing will ever bother me and it will never be stressful or aggravating.  But on the other hand I don't feel like much matters.  Nothing I do matters.  This also means I can do whatever I want because if nothing matters then I can do anything.  Although I have no ambition to do anything either.

I need to find strands of happiness and follow the thread I guess.  Would that make the goal a loom?  Yes.  To the Loomland UuuUuu~

I understand space in its entirety.  It is very boring.

Build 26 is out.  Woah Data two releases in one year?!

Professor Layton vs Ace Attorney screenshots!
Yes that prosecutor has a giant lance and yes it's polygons, not sprites.