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I'm starting to forget it exists.

Nice.  My classes just ended when it came up it seems.  Timing ftw?

There's a fellow student I know from High School that's at my campus.  The problem?  He was kicked out sophomore year and I hate him.  Every time I (always) abruptly run into him I turn my face and walk away quickly.  I have no idea if he recognizes me but I'm taking no chances.  Worst would be if he tries to speak to me.  Hopefully he understands I don't want to talk to him so he'll stay quiet.

I feel really bad for my sister.  I don't live with her but my Dad's girlfriend is too strict with her I think.  She'll get yelled at for almost everything she does and it must be hard to be able to do anything.  Unfortunately I'm just the older brother who comes to visit sometimes so I don't do anything about it.  I think she's nine now.  Sometimes I forget I even have a sister because I never see her usually. 

I actually have something relevant here.  Just saw this in my mailbox:
"Subject: [STUDENT_ANNOUNCE-L] HUMAN SUBJECTS NEEDED FOR A STUDY TARGETING PMS"

Awesome.

Woke up today twenty minutes before my alarm goes off.

Woke up today to my parents fighting yet again.  It makes me hate them.  I hate them for fighting.  I almost could have missed my 8am Calculus class but luckily we were okay.  I wouldn't hate them for missing my class.  I had an apologetic e-mail all ready in my mind in case of the worse.  Although it would have been really disappointing to miss class.  I wish I had the money for a car but I can't get a job when I don't even have the time for my manga, argh!

They are so immature.  We're living at my Grandmother's house because we couldn't stay up even after everything.  Its been eight months now.  I'll have my own place to stay before they even find a new house.  What the hell is my younger brother suppose to do?  That doesn't bother me as much as how much they hate each other though.  I hate money.  They always fight about money.  I hate stress and anxiety.  My Mother is always stressed to her limit and she despises everything and it makes me sad.

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Also Vector I'm not sure if this is the same feeling but I feel "unhappy" with myself too.  It's not really like I'm sad in the emotional sense but I'm really dissatisfied with the world and my decisions.  I wouldn't be reading/doing a bazillion gog damn things to keep my mind off the world.  I don't like the real world much.  It's dirty and has many bad things.  That's why I only looks at the good qualities of the real world.  I don't want to be that depressed guy who sleeps on a bed/couch/futon his whole life until he wastes away.  I want to accomplish something myself and LIKE the place I'm in.

I am so withdrawn from the world yet I go out everyday now.  I just went camping with my Father this weekend and ate marshmallows and watching Tom Cruise.  And next weekend I'm gonna see my Uncle and/or Pepere yet again and possibly play cribbage with them.  You need to do what you want I think.  I can't really say anything because I STILL feel like I'm doing just the stupidest things but went I actually REFLECT on what I've done I've realized I have achieved so much it is ASTONISHING.

Even if my parents don't get along I don't have to let that get me down.  I don't have to build up petty anger or fucking unilateral revenge.

Oh gotta go my rides here.  I'm gonna finish up some college stuff at home, print some copies, and then have the time of my life until 5pm when I have my Spanish yet again!  Adios!

I think you're expecting too much.  How many western cartoons do you know that take place in Japan or even Europe at least?  There's probably a few but most seem to be in completely indeterminable places.  Their oooooooown world.

Also, every live-action show takes place in California, Florida, or New York.