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Life Advice / Dream job... kinda sucks...
« on: August 15, 2013, 08:35:48 am »
So, last April I started what I had thought would be my "dream job". A professional programmer at age 20. The only job I'd thought about for 5-6 years. They even hired me not-quite-done with college.
The problem is it kinda sucks... and I can't quite say why. There's nothing I can point at and say "That! That's why I don't like coming into work."
The people I work with are all great. The office is... well, an office, nothing remarkable. The M-F, 8-5 schedule is nice.
It's just... boring? I guess? The past year seems like a dull grey blur, especially compared to the 9 months I was at my last (and only other) job, retail.
In mid-June I went to the doctor with an unpleasant swelling, turned out it was an abscessed pilonidal cyst. Surgery was a success, wound vac, healing well, etc. But I've only just started trying to work part time, and the feeling of "why am I subjecting myself to this?" is back strong... (Savings and insurance will have the medical bills covered.)
So Bay12, any advice for a 21 year old who's not sure what he wants out of life other than "not this"?
The problem is it kinda sucks... and I can't quite say why. There's nothing I can point at and say "That! That's why I don't like coming into work."
The people I work with are all great. The office is... well, an office, nothing remarkable. The M-F, 8-5 schedule is nice.
It's just... boring? I guess? The past year seems like a dull grey blur, especially compared to the 9 months I was at my last (and only other) job, retail.
In mid-June I went to the doctor with an unpleasant swelling, turned out it was an abscessed pilonidal cyst. Surgery was a success, wound vac, healing well, etc. But I've only just started trying to work part time, and the feeling of "why am I subjecting myself to this?" is back strong... (Savings and insurance will have the medical bills covered.)
So Bay12, any advice for a 21 year old who's not sure what he wants out of life other than "not this"?






