Indeed; as for the legal classification, it's murder. Second degree murder, but murder nonetheless (it'd be hard to prove that she premeditated this specific murder given the clusterfuck of circumstances, but it's clear as day that when she pulled that trigger she shot to kill- hell, it is standard training for police, after all).
Second degree murder, then (I was wondering whether it might count as manslaughter but I know I don't know the details which determine that).
I was only protesting that it obviously wasn't premeditated.
And was imagining myself in her shoes, having lived in identical damn homes and approached identical looking doors, and I didn't get to the point where I tried a handle which happened to be open (for some reason?? I'm not implying, it's just weird! Weren't they electronic locks??) and to be confronted with a stranger in my living space when I, in this situation, live a live of making enemies?
And in such a situation I carry a firearm offduty because fuck, I know *I* would, if I was a cop. People fucking hate cops. And here's someone waiting for me in the ONE place I can unwind.
Like I commented on the video I linked, I like to think I'd flee.
Distance, time, cover. Re-evaluate.
To draw a firearm at someone is to be ready to kill them. To be sure.
She wasn't sure, she shouldn't have drawn
And that means that some people carrying personal defense weapons are going to die to ambushes, if they do what's right.
It's still right.
Have some fucking empathy, people.
I am charitable. I don't always reject arguments in defense of police that reference their training, split-second decisions, panic, etc. These are valid concerns. It is a stretch, but not outside the realm of possibility that a decent person could have done something like this.
But where police are concerned, it's not a simple thing to be charitable.
The history of police impunity makes it really hard. Not every officer is responsible for this. Not every officer takes advantage of it. But when something bad happens, it's impossible not to consider that reliance of police impunity in the justice system may have been a factor in their decision making.
The history of police organizations kicking out officers who act in good conscious or try to improve internal culture makes it really hard. It's hard to grant the charitable assumption that a decent person may have made an honest mistake, when that person is part of an organization that often actively weeds out decent people.
And in this specific case, her personal history makes it really difficult. In regards to pre-meditation, it is too aggressive an assumption that she pre-meditated this specific event. But she proudly associated herself violent memes that specifically reference shooting first on a public platform, along with probably harboring racist sentiments. So while she likely didn't pre-meditate this specific act, it could be said that she was pre-meditated to react in this specific way in the event of being startled by a black person.
You likely would have fled and composed yourself, because your words in this thread indicate you have practiced the exact opposite style of mental preparation that she did. So her own behaviors, independent even of her association with the police, undermine the amount of charity I'm willing to grant her vs anybody else. I know people in real life who are gun-obsessed, sorta racist, and like to proliferate similar memes, but aren't police officers. If one of them ever ended up in court for similar reasons, it would impact my judgment of them in the same way.