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From now on, every post we make replying to hector shall be only those exact four words ending on the question mark.

I'mnnnnnn... no. Nothing.

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Maybe I could bear a tiny city appartement where it's too hot because it's summer, too little room in the bed, and the noise of a huge city in the background, and some narcotics ushering in a mean hungover... allmost like those music videos where you see rainy pixelart or whatnot... for like 30 minutes before I decide I want to go home and never hear of it again -.-... I allways feel like shit after I allow her to come over, I don't get it, she won't scrounge, she'll barely converse, she'll hardly cuddle, and sex is basically off the table except not entirely so it can allways loom uncomfortably in the background. She'll cut most of my topics with, that's too mentally demanding, eventhough she got a college degree and I don't. She basically just leaves her ashes everywhere and occupies the side of the bed that doesn't make my back worse. But she knows I'm lonely enough to basically put up with whatever from time to time, and just because I didn't pick up the phone for the third time in a week doesn't mean I don't feel just as alienated as if she were here. pff I think I prefer it when my RL peers don't remind me their existence >( and even the image I painted a few lines above is basically a bullshit romantisation of a situation I'm pretty confident I prefer avoiding. She should find a new BF and not talk to me again for as long as it lasts *sigh*. Her appearances these past 5 years, plus the "3 encounters" in 2018 make me want to never physically be around women ever again. Allways testing like taunting you to show them a version of yourself they'd like, which simply implies me being the shadow of a better person. And like cats, they get interested when you avoid them, but only the shittesting neurotic ones that will make me feel even weirder than I am.


When you're alone you just pick your stimuli wisely and the day will be ok. That's basically what I intend to do till I die.

Quote from: hector13 on July 12, 2020, 06:16:59 pm

Wisconsin’s 4 highest daily rises in positive cases have been the last 4 days.

Not as bad as elsewhere, but worrisome all the same.

It'll be fine.