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Life Advice / Re: Am i evil?
« on: March 04, 2012, 03:39:40 pm »
Actually, i think most people in my country who are/claim to be christians:
A. Are going to church, and being fake christian, so they are not rejected.
B. Fear the death. What is after death? And stuff.
Actually i was christian when i was younger, but actually, the stuff we get taught in the school denies catholic belief, i laugh when i see priests saying dinosaurs didnt exist, there was no evolution, world was made in 7 days. There is proof for these things, that species evolve, we have found dinosaur remains, and know that world was made in very, very long time to the world we have now.
Oh and, i hate catholics, i mean, the people who dont believe in god, but in church. Church is your god, church is your savior, give your soul and money to the church, for eternity in heaven...
And i hate this situation:

The clear one, G1 is guy 1, G2 is guy 2.
G1: I have a sword!
G2: Show it!
G1: *Shows the sword*
G2: Ok i believe you

The unclear one
G1: I have a sword!
G2: Show it!
G1: You cant prove i dont have it!

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Life Advice / Re: Am i evil?
« on: March 04, 2012, 10:03:34 am »
Sorry, I have to let this one out of my system:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pB6Fa_pJqRQ

Every time I see the topic name, this comes to mind.
On a side note, I thought being evil was a necessity for being in a black metal band?

Depends.
Nowadays black metal isnt murders and church burnings anymore. (Or i think so at least) Since Euronymous died.
Well music must be evil, thats for sure, but people dont must to be.
Nergal from Behemoth makes evil music yet he is a nice guy.
Black metal is either:
A. Hatred for christians
B. Love for the music.
C. Both.

pretty sure your former drummer isn't a christain, he just thinks he is. Acting like that proves he knows nothing of biblical princibles.

Well he is christian, goes to church, acts like one actually, but nowadays the world is low on true all loving christians.
Most people i know go to church for the lulz, and fear of rejection.
Though some people are good christians, they accept im atheist. They are extremely hard to find, tho.

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Life Advice / Re: Am i evil?
« on: March 03, 2012, 05:42:12 pm »
Ohh well i always wanted to go to Germany, Norway or Sweden.
Better payment, more atheists, and people with better education.
You know, most people in Poland end their education after Gymnasium. (If you dont know whats that its school u go to in Poland when ur 13-16)
Then, you can see extremly known faces on lying on the streets, drinking vodka/beer, and begging for money to buy more alcohol.
I personally think that most people from my school who have bad behavior and bad grades are faults of their parents, who also have bad behavior, have low education, and dont give a f*** about their son/daughter.

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Life Advice / Re: Am i evil?
« on: March 03, 2012, 05:27:42 pm »
Ohh well,  i wasnt really offended by Hitler thing Svarte said, just kind of dark humor, since its not my generation that got butchered, and im happy it isnt my generation, but Hitler was certainly bad guy, and Nazis and all.

First, do you need a drummer? It'll be a wildly different style without a drummer, but necessity breeds creativity (plus, a bassist can provide a beat as well and they may be easier to find). Secondly, it's not impossible to get a beat out of the computer or a keyboard if you absolutely need one. Sure, it won't look awesome on stage, nor will it sound great, but at least you have something to work with while you're looking for a real drummer. You can't let your practice fall while looking for one, after all.

I got keyboard which can make drum beats, well, and if bassist will stay with me rather than him, ill have bassist.
Yes and i feel better after eating muffins and realizing drummer wasnt good at all.
Yes, after all, there are many one man projects, or bands without fulltime drummer.

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Life Advice / Re: Am i evil?
« on: March 03, 2012, 04:54:42 pm »
But i got -30 into faith in humanity today...

He he, we all lose faith in humanity some time ;)

Good luck in finding your satanist drummer :D

Ty, it will be fun looking for one:D
Especially i think drummers are hardest to find, since even if u want just to start to learn to play, you need drum set which costs 1000 PLN(polish zlotych) At very minimum if you want it new, and just a drum set which consists of bass drum, single kick pedal, snare, hihat, two mounted toms and sometimes one ride and floor tom.
I wanted to play drums once, but parents didnt want to buy so they bought cheap guitar, and i have fallen in love with guitar ever since.
I guess its friend that wont abandon me.
Never...

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Life Advice / Re: Am i evil?
« on: March 03, 2012, 04:28:03 pm »
But bright side of this is now i can go look for full-time atheist or satanist drummer and go black metal.
Muffins and black metal made me happier now, but where can i get new drummer:F?
But i got -30 into faith in humanity today...
And the drummer ruined good day, i just bought boss mt-2 metal zone yesterday.

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Life Advice / Re: Am i evil?
« on: March 03, 2012, 02:17:02 pm »
But if I were you I would move away from where ever you are. Move to a large city, where different ideas are more accepted.

Its hard to find any such place in Poland. And i cant move, my father would want to, i can even speak english good enough to go to school and live in english speaking country, but my mother is held here by... i dont even know. From early childhood, to now, i hated this place...

In my school there are people with no ambitions, with no dreams, only wanting to steal money from their parents to buy beer and cigs, while still not being 18. Destroying their own life by ultimate stupidity and following the "cool practice" of smoking, drinking while still being underage, just to show they are cool. And then they preach that im atheist and im bad coz i dont believe in God and im going to hell.

I am rejected everyday, i started not to give a f*** about it, but now i am very sad that my true friend rejected me. I dont have people except my parents to go cry a river. And the drummer always said i got no feelings, that im just cold guy that doesnt give a fuck. And im also rejected for listening to metal, though the drummer liked metal becouse his older brother does so too. People in my school reject people who arent:

A.Dresiarze (Im sad such people exist, they are like "f*** police, drink beerz, smoke cigs, take cocaine and beat up the weaker")
B. A guy who lets to write down his homework for free so you dont get an F (in poland its called 1) for not doing homework.

Other people are in other social circles that are smaller, but they manage to fend off Dresiarze.

I dont know...
I...
I really dont know...
Where the world is going now...

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Life Advice / Am i evil?
« on: March 03, 2012, 01:12:14 pm »
Is it me, or people around me, i always come with people into fights (not physical) and wars.
The depressing moment of today is bandmate which has thrown me and bassist from the place where we have been playing, just told us to pack us up and go the f*** away.
Today i realised i am a big problem. Or is it the majority of christians in my country...?
Basically, his problem was me, and more specifically, i did a stupid smile to him when we was playing, after we finished playing the cover he told us to leave...
In car, waiting for his father to take us back home, he told us god will not forget that i am atheist and ill be doomed.
Bassist doesnt want to tell if he is atheist or not, i personally think he is, but fears rejection.

Today i lost a friend. And now i got no drummer left.
Am i jerk?
What did i do wrong for all our existence of band?

I was aware he is christian, i had no problem with it, its okay to believe in god, i only dont like religious zealots.
But he had problem with me...

So what now...?
Im depressed becouse i dont know if i even should play guitar anymore. And i dont have to do anything else than it, except watching youtube all day, and sometimes bay forums.
Is the problem in me, or him?

And no amount of magma, handstands, playing dwarf fortress, will ever fix that. (I dont think so)

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Creative Projects / Re: I need "YOUR" help
« on: March 03, 2012, 06:28:03 am »
I can but the story will be extremly dark, gory, sad and depressing...
Ahh the brutal reality...

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Life Advice / Re: Life's lost the pizzazz
« on: February 23, 2012, 12:34:57 pm »
Life is never shit, unless you are really in bad state, like legless or something, think that such people have worse life than you, yet most of them still try to make their dreams come true. Try to find happiness in everyday activities, i am always happy i managed to wake up today, eat my breakfast and go to school alive, well fed and with fine clothes, while some people lack these things.

And taking your life way is worst you can do, its incredibly selfish, !!Life is a gift!!, you shouldnt throw away your gifts.

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