I've come to discover that I never have anything to add to a group or a conversation and when I do open my mouth to say something, which is rather infrequently, nobody listens. It's horribly frustrating when you've little to be motivated about and fewer who will listen to anything said. It's not helping the fact that I've subconsciously convinced myself that I'm not a pleasant person to be around. It's not something easily fought, even when conscious of it.
Socially speaking, I'm at a loss. My old social circle has disintegrated (and not being a music major doesn't help when trying to connect with the remainders, either), I've nobody to talk to for support, nobody that wants to listen to me anyways, and nothing to add.
I kind of feel the same way at the moment and I'm scared to move away from my current friend circle because I have a feeling that if I do I'll just be on my own.