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General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: March 19, 2014, 02:04:51 am »
I disenjoy this body that tells me I should hate a person I know nothing of beyond their name because they're in a relationship with someone I am attracted to. Hating people is an unpleasant experience for everyone involved and I don't see why their relationship should compel me to be resentful, jealous, and vindictive. I'm actually somewhat insulted by the urge as it implies that the person I'm attracted to is something to be owned and possessed rather than admired and loved unconditionally. Yet repressing these urges causes me physical pain and makes me even more shy and reserved than I already am. I do wonder how others cope with them.