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Hmm. You share the same mindset as me in my bad moods. Advice I can offer now is 'don't deliberate ruin anyone else's life'.

23897
General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: July 20, 2013, 02:36:14 am »
Well. Let's check the clinical symptoms:

-Lack of appetite
-Apathy
-Irritation/frustration
-Listlessness
-Over sleeping
-Low mood
-Inability to find pleasure in formerly enjoyable activities 

There is good news, of course. This little gem, "The most common time of onset is between the ages of 20 and 30 years, with a later peak between 30 and 40 years."

Oh yes. It gets WORSE.
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...
...
Can't say much to this really. Dammit.


I find a wry, sick sense of hilarity to the whole thing sometimes. Like, I'll be randomly angry for no reason other than brain chemical derp, and find the whole situation absolutely HILARIOUS in a dark manner.
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I just realized how good a villain I would make. Like, I need to start acting or something, because I would be an absolutely delightful villain. I'm not a psychopath, but I think in the right situations, I can and would be a total sociopath.

In the movie, Seven Psychopaths, I would be the non-psychopath guy that has his dog stolen. Most especially resonant with me is the beginning, where the fat lady that is supposed to walk his dog is begging for her life, and he says, "Well, you DID get my dog stolen..." And fires a shot. About three inches to the left of her head, and says, "I'm just fucking with you. Get the fuck out."


>Gets depressed.
>Finds solace in the fact that said depression lends to a mindset that would make self a very good evil motherfucker.
>That's-probably-not-good.jpeg
Well, recognizing that you have potential, even as being a villain, is a good thing. After all, Christopher Lee has played more villains than anyone ever, and he's pretty awesome.
So you're basically a 'just starting to recognize inner villainy' Christopher Lee.
Isn't that a good thing?

23898
Going outside is terrifying now.
Why is that?
I have PTSD thanks to my childhood. As a result I hate people and I hate being around them because they frighten me. It's been worse since I moved to this college town two or three years ago. Longest I can be outside of my apartment before my brain goes to the lower, more instinctual levels is about five minutes. By that time I've had enough and I just want to go back inside and play video games. The plus side is I'm learning how to cope with it, but it doesn't stop me from being on the verge of a panic attack whenever I go outside.
Ah. That ... sucks. The only place I don't go to is my memories.
Bad stuff there that I buried long ago. Don't want to bring it up again.

I can't really give any advice other than slowly try to get used to being with humans; for now they are the dominant species, so might as well get used to them. 

23899
Walk up to the man. Sit down on the bench next to him.

Angus Frace?

Dale let out a quiet huff and stood up from the bench. Without acknowledging anything further, he strode out of the park and into the black of the back alleys of the city.
Towards home.
Past the stim dealers, booze peddlers, pocket inspectors, down into the back alleyways, the filth and grime everpresent.
He blasted the dirt from his direct path as he walked through it and eventually he came to the little alcove in one of the parts of the city that always seems to be hidden, no matter where it is. It wasn't much; several thousand locks on the door, a door, a thin matress...not much in all. But it was home, and Dale's anger lessened just a tiny bit at the sight of it.
He would get a job. Then his plan could begin.

Assuming it's night, head back to house location and sleep until morning.
Have violent dreams.

bahaha cancelled your action :D
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HE WAS IMAGINING DOING SO

23900
Going outside is terrifying now.
Why is that?

23901
Forum Games and Roleplaying / Re: Delinquent Players Help
« on: July 20, 2013, 02:05:41 am »
Editing post now.

EDIT: Okay, this is taking too long and I have to sleep. I'll be going away for the weekend. If there's internet there, I'll post. If not, I'll type it up and post in 2-3 days.

23903
*insert random gibberish here*
*and turn too*

23904
General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: July 20, 2013, 01:43:58 am »
Well. Let's check the clinical symptoms:

-Lack of appetite
-Apathy
-Irritation/frustration
-Listlessness
-Over sleeping
-Low mood
-Inability to find pleasure in formerly enjoyable activities 

There is good news, of course. This little gem, "The most common time of onset is between the ages of 20 and 30 years, with a later peak between 30 and 40 years."

Oh yes. It gets WORSE.
...
...
...
Can't say much to this really. Dammit.

23905
Just saw some close friends of mine get black belts in karate.
Inspirational as fuck
Also terrifying


Bah, karate. Everyone does karate. Judo's where it's at.

</hipstermartialartist>
3 hours of pure pain, grit, determination, punching, and pain are still awesome though.

23906
DF Gameplay Questions / Re: I want update now , please. thank you.
« on: July 20, 2013, 01:31:38 am »
When in the bloody ages is the update gonna cum? I can't seem to be able to wrap my head around the fact that this update has been snapping off for a bloody hell one year!
Hehehe
Laughing at your tyop besides, it will come in a while.
And it will be great.

23907
Yes, please.
Hold on a bit; I have to post for a game I've been holding up with my lazy for ~a month.

23908
You may have won this time, LordBucket, but I will defeat you one day!

You can't de-feet me. I have hooves. :P
No, he means he's going to steal your (character) feats. Can't raise the sun anymore, bbbbbyyyiiiiaaaaattttcccchhhh

23909
Just saw some close friends of mine get black belts in karate.
Inspirational as fuck
Also terrifying

23910
I cannot wait for the others to see this.

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