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I had a very good day today. Didn't really do anything, but a very good day.

I know it's partially a side effect of the feelings that have caused me quite a bit of hurt, but at the moment I feel too warm and fuzzy to care. Sadness will come later.

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General Discussion / Re: Things that made you go "WTF?" today o_O
« on: November 19, 2015, 05:02:01 am »
But I have no avatar...WAAAAUGH EXISTENTIAL CRISIS!!!!
Why don't you get an avatar of a big fish?
BECAUSE THERE'S ALWAYSVA BIGGER FISH

QUI-GON SERMON 41:23

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Roll To Dodge / Re: Our Salvation: A Heroic Fantasy RTD
« on: November 18, 2015, 02:44:43 pm »
Name: Jack Daniels (his parents had a bad sense of humor)
Occupation: Works at a karate studio.
Description: Tall, a little thin, but muscled from the workouts. Dark brown hair and eyes. Kinda unshaven, hair's a bit long.

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Roll To Dodge / Re: The Infinite Heavens: Amputee Voltron
« on: November 18, 2015, 02:09:42 pm »
((Wait how am I gonna hold it then? I've got no grasping things.
...put it in one of my pockets perhaps?))

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Roll To Dodge / Re: The Infinite Heavens: Amputee Voltron
« on: November 18, 2015, 01:47:30 pm »
Xankarvo's gaze goes flat.

"And I'm supposed to hold this gun with my boneless arm, is that it?"

He sighs.

"I'm not going to refuse, but this is going to impair my speech capability."

Action also edited!

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Roll To Dodge / Re: The Infinite Heavens: Amputee Voltron
« on: November 18, 2015, 01:26:18 pm »
...interesting.

Xankarvo walks over to John.

"Grab onto my torso, that'll do in the absence of any prosthetics for now."

Form the Amputee Voltron! Then get back into cover, of course.
Unless there's still some pursuing us in which case stay in cover.


Never mind that, stay in cover and take John's gun. Hold it - BY THE GRIP NOT WITH THE BARREL POINTING ANYWHERE NEAR ME - in my mouth, since I can't currently hold shit with my disabled/missing arms. Don't cut my throat or anything on the sharp edges; maybe instead hold it by the safest non-sharp part I can. Or just have John put it in my pocket. Yeah do that.

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General Discussion / Re: Fanfic Recomendations
« on: November 18, 2015, 12:18:23 am »
Yeah, even if I'm pretty sure I've missed some things by virtue of reading until sleep deprivation sets in - explains some other things I've experienced today to be honest - I'm on chapter 56 currently and it's still holding strong.

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General Discussion / Re: Fanfic Recomendations
« on: November 17, 2015, 11:07:32 pm »
FD, that Dread Rising thing was awesome. Thanks for linking.

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General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: November 17, 2015, 10:14:42 pm »
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Now this doesn't make sense to me, and I'm a warping eldritch abomination that spends its time demoing around on the Internet instead of doing anything important.

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General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: November 17, 2015, 08:21:49 pm »
Back really is killing me today. At some points, it's started to get hard to even breathe without flashes of pain, and I'm also quite tired, and I feel like exerting myself could make things worse.
Still, I have to go to crossfit today because I'm scared he could get angry at me.
Doublepost, but goddamn ouch. Mayhaps try relaying the fact that you're in pain to the trainer guy? Unless he's also your dad in which case I'm sorry for you, but hopefully they tend to be reasonable people when it comes to injuries, because injured people can't come to their classes and pay them money.

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General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: November 17, 2015, 07:49:41 pm »
Yeah, I've spent roughly a year and one month (best approximate time I can figure I fell for her, since I've known her for a year and seven and started displaying signs of affection around six months after meeting her, though I remained in denial for about four months after that) trying to finagle a solution to this and I've come up with nothing other than 'remain good friends with her and try not to blurt it out when inhibitions are lowered'.

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General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: November 17, 2015, 07:39:47 pm »
Uhh, Xan, do you know from experience, or have you just deemed it impossible...?
I mean, if you haven't tried and there's no evidence to the contrary...
From a purely technicality-minded standpoint it's perfectly possible but it would involve manipulating her and probably other people in order to cause her to break up with her current significant other who she's been with for a good 3.5ish years, and I couldn't get that past my conscience if I tried.
Plus if I even acknowledge the possibility of it a part of my brain goes into constant thinking about how to make it happen without hurting anyone's feelings on my part, which aside from passively waiting for the off-chance that they break it off on their own isn't really doable, and that line of thinking just leads to hours secluded in my room writhing in frustration so it's better for me to just put down a unilateral stance of impossibility to better impose the appearance of rationality on my psyche.

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General Discussion / Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« on: November 17, 2015, 06:47:55 pm »
Fuckingdammit dreams stop taunting me. I already struggle with the reality of not being able to be with her I do not need dreams that I cannot forget no matter how hard I try tantalizing me about the prospect that will never happen in the first place fuckshithoflglibnozgarkass

As a side note, whatever action you take Miaw I'd recommend you do something or other before you possibly end up in my situation, it's not an enviable one and I can't get myself out of it.

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Roll To Dodge / Re: The Infinite Heavens: Amputee Voltron
« on: November 17, 2015, 05:38:38 pm »
Oh. In that case yeah, the gun John wields (must steal when he dies) blew up a big rock pillar, and the Salthe are reeling from the loss of their God. Xankarvo certainly believes that John's capable of killing them all.

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Roll To Dodge / Re: The Infinite Heavens: Amputee Voltron
« on: November 17, 2015, 04:20:50 pm »
Xankarvo has many things toward John. Anger, the unending constant always with him. Envy. Distant approval for the competent actions he's done. Gratitude and yet unreasoning rage for possibly stealing HIS grudge.
But faith?
In anyone but himself?
No. Not with such a paltry display like this, for a man that has been serving him (from his perspective) for less than a week.
Not in anyone but himself.
He wishes John luck, obviously, because his success directly impacts Xankarvo's own survival, but faith implies subservience, and Xankarvo will never bow to anyone no matter how many limbs he is missing.



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