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« on: March 18, 2015, 03:38:04 am »
Goddammit me, we had a discussion about this. 'Don't get infatuated with people you're never going to end up dating - in fact preferably don't even get involved in that line of existence at all' does not mean 'fall for the only friend you interact with on a semi frequent basis who's been in a happy, loving relationship for nearly 3 years now'. Seriously, I had a good friendship going, based on friendship and such, with mutual unspoken agreement that this type of shit wouldn't happen.
Dammit, now I won't be able to concentrate every 4-5 hours or so for the next few months or years.
Though really this one's been gestating for ... I've only known her for about a year, so around 11 months. I've just been trying to starve it out via denial that it exists, but it obviously didn't work.