I miss drinking. And cigarettes, definitely cigarettes.
I wish cigarettes did anything for me. The craving/indulgence cycle might provide a weird form of artificial stress relief.
Also, most of my friends have completely different schedules to me this term and one isn't even going, so I'm among strangers in one class and I have only one friend in the other, until the end of term.
they stress you out more, and you're only going to get a noticeable affect the first few times. It's an addiction without much of a high, other than the need to continue to fulfill that addiction. Despite cigarettes stressing you out, the fulfillment of said addiction brings you great relief... so it's sort of an endless self-perpetuating cycle. One that involves large amounts of phlegm and possibly cancer, and a terrible smell that clings to all your clothing.
Cloves were my favorite. But I used to smoke these $2 cigarettes (around the time when camels would be about $5) that were horrible and I fucking loved it.
I quit because I had heart surgery and cigarettes are bad for your heart. I would smoke cloves casually, maybe one every few days, but I would not be able to control myself. I'd suck down the first pack in a day or two.
