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Everclear is 195 proof, ....and yeah I've started drinking again.LOL
yay

     Sure thing guys. Wouldn't wanna keep everyone guessing lol. I'm in limbo tonight because we're both out of gas. Absence makes the heart grow fonder they say. I'll admit i did listen to Ministry's just one fix on youtube but I don't think it counts as a relapse. More like a "just one fix of that sweet @$$". lol

    I guess this is the chance we take with love and relationships. Is it better to pass on it because we cant peer into the crystal ball of the future or to take a chance on being happy. I pretty much gave up on happiness a long time ago. Im just pretty conflicted at the moment. If I can stay strong i think it may work out.
but ...I hate feelings.  ugh.

     This girl i went to highschool with that i really had a crush on has been coming around and hanging out. At first it was just sex but now I think i may be getting too close. The thing is shes still using and I've been clean for a while now. I don't wanna delude myself into thinking this is a good idea, but i've been single since my divorce 2 years ago and she is so sweet and beautiful. I don't know if i can handle all the lies and bullshit that comes with it though. Been there done that. But its not like i have a bunch of ladies beating my  door down either. I was just hoping i was immune to these kind of feelings but i guess not. Just curious what you guys think if any of you have ever been in my situation. my life is a little off the wall though.

It was pretty much a "I got better shit to do" decision. and its 108.2 proof because it is 54.1% alcohol. Don't ask me man. thats what the bottle says. LOL
  I drink beer occasionally but never get drunk. I think I'll just have a couple shots to warm the blood and make merry or whatever. Just not a big liquor drinker anymore. Probly gonna go down rough is all. I hear the kids are smoking their booze nowadays.

Hmm. I know you can get Firefox to actually censor any word you come across replacing it with another, which makes the news a whole lot more fun to read, but... I don't actually know the logic they use to correct words or suggest corrections. Sorry. Now I want to know too.

That would be just what i need to liven up my news reading. Never thought about that. I wonder if i can do that with chrome?

It could be worse. Read my "What would you do?" post. I feel your pain though. I grew up poor as dirt and took the first job I could get outta high school at steakhouse where a bunch of my friends worked. 5 years later I was still there. Going nowhere. But I did meet a lot of interesting people and had some great times,  great roommates and not so great and plenty of keg parties. But I wasn't really looking ahead. Also, Apathy is a bitch.