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Life Advice / Re: What would you do?
« on: December 17, 2013, 08:46:50 pm »
I like my paragraph structure. ; )
It equals the jumbled state of mind I'm in. It sucks when you wake up middle aged wondering what the hell happened to the last 10 years or so. I guess the main thing keeping me in place is fear. It all boils down to fear of the unknown and fear of failure.
It looks as if it's one of those situations where I'll have to make things worse in order to make them better in the long run. I have to leave the warm safe comfort of the camper prison and go out into the cold shitty world and deal with cold shitty assholes again. The thing about the shelter in the town next door is... its a small town and I have already worked at most of the restaurants there and am unsure of my rehire eligibility. LOL
And I have been working on this one friend I have that I used to play music with. (I'm a guitar player. YAY! ) He lives ironically in a house i used to rent with my wife a few years ago. But he has a moocher staying there at the moment and says if that guy leaves.....
I have my thinking cap on and I welcome any ideas that masquerade as helpful. It just feels kind of nice to talk to people about shit, even though we are all just faceless screen names on the DF forums.
It equals the jumbled state of mind I'm in. It sucks when you wake up middle aged wondering what the hell happened to the last 10 years or so. I guess the main thing keeping me in place is fear. It all boils down to fear of the unknown and fear of failure.
It looks as if it's one of those situations where I'll have to make things worse in order to make them better in the long run. I have to leave the warm safe comfort of the camper prison and go out into the cold shitty world and deal with cold shitty assholes again. The thing about the shelter in the town next door is... its a small town and I have already worked at most of the restaurants there and am unsure of my rehire eligibility. LOL
And I have been working on this one friend I have that I used to play music with. (I'm a guitar player. YAY! ) He lives ironically in a house i used to rent with my wife a few years ago. But he has a moocher staying there at the moment and says if that guy leaves.....
I have my thinking cap on and I welcome any ideas that masquerade as helpful. It just feels kind of nice to talk to people about shit, even though we are all just faceless screen names on the DF forums.
