My only belief is that I know nothing...

Since I'm here, I'd like to ask Hawkfrost something. I've heard a couple names related to Satanism before, but I don't know if it's your kind of Satanism. What are your views on Aleister Crowley and his writings?
If that question seems a bit offensive, I did not intend it as such. You've just been very obscure when talking about your beliefs, so I don't really know what the tenets of your faith are.
And remember, I am an atheist. To me, all other beliefs are equally unbelievable. So I really wouldn't be able to tell the difference between Real Satanism and Garden Variety Satanism.
I don't know a lot about Crowley, but I don't think he was a satanist. He was a freemason and part of the Hermetic order of the golden dawn, or something like that. Founded his own religion too, I think.