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The year is not over yet but I have realized that since the beginning of 2015 things in my life have changed rapidly..

But to a better state, I am still wondering if I just turned out to be more optimistic rather than my previous depressive states of mind, but I just recently started counting all my successes and I feel so awesome now.

--I wanted to turn a little bit blond, which I was told was impossible with my hair color. After hours of sunlight - Done.
--I applied to a prestige school that was the only school which was in my field of studying preferences - I was accepted.
--Before 2015 I have been seen by other people as unable to fulfill certain duties in life, I hated myself for this. Everyone´s performance was better than mine. Since then I somewhat attempted to re-organize my mind to meet the standards, - I dare to say I have accomplished this, no longer am I seen as a slacker, the incompetent one, people actually compliment my efforts now.
--I have changed my living place and I have met very awesome people and even learned that racism and stereotypes are a non-sense.
--Since the beginning of 2015 I have made the effort to frankly apologize to the people I have insulted and tried to quit all the grudges, I have somewhat managed to re-established old ruined relationships.

This all makes me happy, I now enjoy every positive thing in my life. Maybe this will change in a year, month or a week and I will be again sad and depressed with my every day failures while laughing at the egoistic assumptions of my self-declared "successful" life but until then, I look forward to the future of tomorrow saving every moment of joy and ready to face the challenges.

I am happy. 

Quote from: Sebastian2203 on August 19, 2015, 01:09:49 pm

Quote from: scrdest on August 19, 2015, 12:07:05 pm

...I just heard of a recent case of a 15-year-old raping and robbing an elderly woman. In a church. Somehow. Words fail to express the pure WTF.

Link O_o?

Edit: wait, you heard it. Nvm

I checked on the 'webz, but all the links I could provide are in Polish, so...

I can understand bit of Polish language, Slovakian slav here.

Darude Sandstorm

Grudges

On an unrelated RP forum, spam bots have decided to attack my 6 months old birthday thread.
But non-spam bot people are now posting me a happy-bday posts, like WTF no one reads date of post anymore?

Odd thing:
I am not afraid of heights, but when I am near some edge or on a bridge, I memorize that height visually and when it replays in my dream I literally wake up out of the in-sleep-height-phobia shock.

Does that mean my subconscious is not victorious and I fear heights?

So I just watch some inferior-low-budget local-TV documentary with Steve Hawking.
It starts off with "Time Travel is possible".
Rest of it is just me constantly yelling in my mind the 20 reasons why is time travel to PAST impossible.
Then in the last minute he admits it is impossible, and only possibility is travel to future.
Why couldn´t he say it at the beginning?