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Re: Drunk Thread -(Awesome Thread)-
« Reply #2070 on: July 01, 2020, 06:36:28 am »

ur a cool dood

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« Reply #2071 on: July 01, 2020, 09:17:50 am »

yeah it's not easy to find some words to these rolan  :D but it shall pass, except for your resolve.
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« Reply #2072 on: July 01, 2020, 10:11:18 am »

Yeah I'm pretty cool (:

Don't worry, I'm not actually feeling more depressed than usual (so I'm sure I'll keep surviving as always).  I'm mostly *extremely* frustrated about some drama I can't talk about with... anyone, really.  Mostly due to privacy concerns and the absurd nature of the issue.  I've been bottling it up for almost two weeks, and guess I felt that was long enough to vent some of it out in vague emotional language.

I really was sleep deprived, though, ugh.  Doing better today in that regard, though it was still only 5 hours I guess.  It's going to be a lot easier once my current housemate moves out.  Not his fault he has work early, I've just been sleeping fitfully anyway.
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« Reply #2074 on: July 27, 2020, 11:35:39 pm »

Seized by a fit of violent self-loathing, arising from general frustration, loneliness and feelings of inadequacy.   
Fortunately, on the way home I made a stop at the liquor store for, among other things, a big bottle of good ol', cheap ol' Old Number Fifteen. Comes in a fancy cut-glass bottle with some shit about Kentucky's history as the world's best whiskey manufacturers or whatever, but who cares about all that when you're busy ripping the top off the bottle. It's cheap. It's good.
Time to listen to angry music and slug away at this.   


Since to do otherwise is apparently illegal, here is my current soundtrack. Well, that song just finished, and I used to kind of prefer the other track on the EP, but they're both great. Good apocalyptic doom with the energy of (and I'm pretty sure the vocalist from) a hardcore band.   

Not sure what I'll listen to next. Most of my small record collection is war metal, thrash and death-doom, whereas I'm in more of a self-hating sludge kinda mood. Should probably go get my headphones to expand my options, hey...   



Edit: thankfully I skipped over the self-harm stage, instead opting for (more) loud music and figurative drunk-dialing of romantic interests and/or friends. Also I've grabbed a couple of beers (Coopers Pale, holy shit that first swig tasted like home somehow)to slow my guzzling from the bottle, I guess.
Fuck I miss having friends. Seeing them, at least. In person.   
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« Reply #2075 on: July 30, 2020, 04:31:04 pm »

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« Reply #2076 on: July 30, 2020, 04:58:28 pm »

I'm coming down from some heatstroke cleaning gutters and am just trying not to send this shirtless picture to more people
I mean people at all
Frick my brain feels good and dopey and I love my body

Ooh also last night I dreamed I got pleasantly toasted on red wine, but it was just a dream! Was very nice
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« Reply #2077 on: July 30, 2020, 05:01:06 pm »

TANT MIEUX.

Have a good one.
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« Reply #2078 on: July 30, 2020, 05:04:14 pm »

eat a banana, sit in some cool water (but not cold), and take it easy.

It gets brutal hot in my part of the country in the summer, and I have had more than one dangerous flirtation with heatstroke.  Watch your electrolytes, watch your temperature, and all that.
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« Reply #2079 on: July 30, 2020, 05:21:10 pm »

I do not envy that. Them girls might grow faster given enough water, but evenso - plain painful unless everybody has half a meter of pure brick as wall - evenso I assume the home grew up in wouldn't cut it given 15+ C at night.
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« Reply #2080 on: July 30, 2020, 05:31:16 pm »

Yup yup! Avoided going into my dad's heavy AC or getting ice water, I've certainly learned that lesson before! Just sipping from my canteen as fast as comfortable, resting in a shady breeze. Feeling much better now.

Oh yeah it would have been exhaustion not stroke I think. Serious difference. I was nauseous and light headed but only needed half an hour to recover.

(Response to pic was "sweetie we need to get you new pants". They're work pants, I'm handling bleach xP)
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« Reply #2081 on: August 05, 2020, 08:10:57 pm »

Those ethanol solutions and nitrite vapours be bad for you kids. I been had again. I still can see the stingy sphere and other effects I've been finetuning today, tomorrow we map. But now me head feels like split in half. Two evenings in a row, I swear as soon as I'm obsessed with a project I'll attract people like moths, eventhough they couldn't possibly know. Somebody is gonna be pissed off/beat down when he wakes up. Member winamp though? I want to keep sitting in front of the morphing light and keep drinking. but
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