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[pisskop]

food
booze
growing a beard
that chick
pwning teh nubs
woponizing the whoopy stick in the ham wallet
long term goals
working out
the pleasure is of a nice shower and shave and suit after a gaming binge
falling back into bed
aquiring more money to buy foodstuffs with
learning
learning how to cheat
learning how to not get caught
aquiring bragging rights
not getting neck cramps from eating/gaming/blogging/tv in bed

[pisskop]

like bro, you can't have the cool side of the pillow if you dont ever leave bed

[Helgoland]

that chick

This. Very much this. It's a big reason I'm such a skirt-chaser.

[TD1]

My reasons would revolve around food, doing a hobby, reading, and checking if my paper came in the mail. Which it didn't this morning ):

Women too, if they would, you know, talk to me.

[Dunamisdeos]

You had me at food.

[Yoink]

that chick

This. Very much this. It's a big reason I'm such a skirt-chaser.

Haha... that was basically my sole source of motivation for quite a while, and things apparently dying off in that area is doubtless the main reason I am currently feeling so, uh... whatever.
'Sides, if I did decide to message her I could do so quite easily from the comfort of my bed* anyway.

The other things on that list are either not enough of a goal on their own, or are things seemingly beyond my reach. Perhaps I will feel better in a couple of days once I finally get paid and take care of my rent, freeing up my remaining money for frivolities, but knowing me I will then spend too much instead of saving anything. Except for working out. I intend to do at least some of that today, no matter how lethargic I feel. Just... later. Yeah.

Also, the cool side of my pillow needs a wash. Actually I think I might just throw out the whole damn pillowcase and a buy a new one.

You had me at food.

Aren't you the weirdo who prefers mashed potatoes (as delicious as they are) to rice 'n' beans?
All those nutrients as opposed to just a heap of dairy and starch! I love mashed potatoes, too, but rice and beans are great.


* Ha, who am I kidding? I don't have a bed - I sleep on a foam mat with a blanket over it. >.> Perhaps spending some money to acquire proper furniture beyond just a desk and chair would cheer me up...

[scourge728]

that chick

This. Very much this. It's a big reason I'm such a skirt-chaser.

Just don't go to Scotland

You had me at food.

Aren't you the weirdo who prefers mashed potatoes (as delicious as they are) to rice 'n' beans?
All those nutrients as opposed to just a heap of dairy and starch! I love mashed potatoes, too, but rice and beans are great.

I am also one of those weirdos

[Rolan7]

You had me at food.

Aren't you the weirdo who prefers mashed potatoes (as delicious as they are) to rice 'n' beans?
All those nutrients as opposed to just a heap of dairy and starch! I love mashed potatoes, too, but rice and beans are great.

The beauty of rice&beans isn't as apparent to those who haven't done a vegetarian stretch, or have vegetarian tendencies...  They don't know what they're missing (;

Also:  basically same here...  Never set up a frame because I never believed I'd stay in one place long.  And I was right.  Stayed here longer than most places, but sure enough I'm moving again.
Sizes under like 8 don't work, though, gotta stack sub tags or something.

And...  When I thought my family obligations were done, and I could simply relax for a few days?  Yeah that didn't pan out.  Only mild sad, since I'm still having a nice time with them.  Though they promised to be out of my hair yesterday.
Helped that I was fairly buzzed when they dropped by today, and tomorrow we're mostly hiking, which I love~

Still, fun as this is, worried about the inevitable backlash.  This has been almost two weeks of pretty intense, close socialization.  With not even a full day's break.
I'm cheerful but also increasingly on edge, becoming more and more manic...

[Yoink]

Sounds to me like you should make the most of said mania while it lasts. Manic moods are generally preferable to the alternative.
Hopefully it lasts long enough to cover your current stretch of "intense, close socialization"!

[Rolan7]

It does feel really good for now!  You're right, I should make the most of it.  And plan for the crash.

Also, this is a little hypocritical, but I'm glad someone on bay12 acknowledged me even a little.  I was starting to wonder...  Maybe people have politely blocked me due to my drunkposts.  Lately it seems like my posts are invisible.  I couldn't really blame people...  I was pretty extremely drunk, recently, and said all manner of bizarre stuff.  Meh...

I'll just have to make quality posts, after this RL shit passes, and people will unblock me as they see me quoted!  (:

[Egan_BW]

I pay attention to what you say! Because you're the only person I know of on b12 who lives in the same city as me, so your posts have a decent chance of being of semi-practical use to me!

[heydude6]

I'm pretty sure people use the block function much less than you think. I've never used it for example.

[Dunamisdeos]

WHOA WHOA STOP EVERYTHING.

I like rice and beans, too. I had them for lunch yesterday.

Ok carry on.

[Helgoland]

Rolan, your drunk posts are great reading. Please never learn restraint :3

Women too, if they would, you know, talk to me.

That's why it's called skirt-chasing, and not 'shooting skirts in a barrel'. Maybe also because that's sort of a Frankenstein metaphor, but still.

[Neonivek]

I'm pretty sure people use the block function much less than you think. I've never used it for example.

They don't... Though people are starting to use it for me , I am probably the most blocked non-troll right now.

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Anyhow, I've been rather depressed all day...

was invited to visit family friends but I had nothing to do so I left (I don't really fit in to be honest)... They got rather coarse with me.

Then Forum Stuff (I don't elaborate because not only are people here but also... I almost avoided doing a post period because I didn't want to guilt anyone...)

I also can't seem to get anyone to play games with anymore and I keep forgetting who I am playing with on what... I need to take more initiative. Made a thread for Pokémon Insurgence but people who are interested don't post from what I see.

I just want to curl up in bed and stay there... and I can't shake off my depression anymore.