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Kagus

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5790 on: April 20, 2019, 04:47:53 pm »

Hell, Google was throwing up a dance/song/acting school as a martial arts school for some fucking reason.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5791 on: April 20, 2019, 08:30:42 pm »

Now I'm even avoiding stray cats and other pets I enjoyed in the past. Yay progress -.-
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How have your interpersonal things been going? Any therapyish visits on the schedule?
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5792 on: April 20, 2019, 09:55:36 pm »

Did not go see any friends since that evening we had to take someone to the ER (don't worry just stupid accidental wound I foresaw, in case you missed that rant), I think it was the first weekend of april. I didn't show my face at one or two birthdays since but it's not like there was something special going on.

It started with an attitude of: "see it's pointless trying to resolve other people's problems for them, everybody has the right to make their own mistakes" but somehow I came to the conclusion that: "all the goals I'm able to come up with are merely schemes to earn some abstract praise and worse so - the praise of OTHER people". As such I'm currently having a hard time to see any validity in these goals, they seem artificial and vain. Consquently I sleep into the days and eat less and more unhealthy because I'm aimless.

I'm just too much of a pussy to try and fail in order to try again to git gud. I've allways prefered not trying to the slightest prospective of failure. By now, to say that this has come back to bite me in the ass would be the understatement of the year - I've effectively argued myself out of life; as for every reason to do something I can come up with two more convincing reasons to not do it.

This is about as therapy'ish as it gets. I don't deem it valuable to invest time into cultivating these thoughts. And it's only in letters that I'm able to make somewhat coherent thoughts about this. In real life I can't think straight because I allways get sidetracked when trying to talk about it... not to mention the irresistible urge to fullfil expectations. Because it's all just a big nothing-burger - "eat or die".  :(


Thank you, you are very kind.

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5793 on: April 22, 2019, 09:23:33 am »

In other words, do what you're good at and improve it. That is the core of non-idiocy IMO.
What if I'm not good at anything?

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5794 on: April 22, 2019, 09:37:16 am »

In other words, do what you're good at and improve it. That is the core of non-idiocy IMO.
What if I'm not good at anything?
Then you should become a politician

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5795 on: April 22, 2019, 02:16:03 pm »

Or a haem- uh... heemoh..?

Yeah, what he said.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5796 on: April 22, 2019, 02:46:22 pm »

In other words, do what you're good at and improve it. That is the core of non-idiocy IMO.
What if I'm not good at anything?
If you truly show aptitude at absolutely nothing, then choose something interesting.
If nothing seems interesting, then try something.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5797 on: April 22, 2019, 03:35:46 pm »

I can't even donate blood...

On the bright side, at least I'm not O-. Then that would've been a bigger loss.

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5798 on: April 22, 2019, 05:11:28 pm »

If you truly show no aptitude at absolutely nothing, then choose something interesting.
If nothing seems interesting, then try something.

This is going to sound a bit off right NOW - but exactly! Refuse the premise, make up your own game.


I can't even donate blood...

On the bright side, at least I'm not O-. Then that would've been a bigger loss.

How come? Had some esoteric GF of my dad try my blood 15 years ago, apparantly it does not survive 12 hours on its own, much like the blood of an old man lol.
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« Reply #5799 on: April 22, 2019, 05:24:45 pm »

The meds that keep me semi-functional are the meds that prevent me from donating blood to keep someone else alive. Which sucks, honestly.

Thinking about that makes it hard for me to just B+.

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5800 on: April 22, 2019, 05:49:59 pm »

Oh sorry that was a stupid question... It's because my blood would shoot you at the moon atm.

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5801 on: April 22, 2019, 06:00:43 pm »

Which sucks, honestly.
Does it suck yur bloooood?
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« Reply #5802 on: April 22, 2019, 06:09:05 pm »

The meds that keep me semi-functional are the meds that prevent me from donating blood to keep someone else alive. Which sucks, honestly.

Thinking about that makes it hard for me to just B+.

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5803 on: April 22, 2019, 06:55:04 pm »



How come? Had some esoteric GF of my dad try my blood 15 years ago, apparantly it does not survive 12 hours on its own, much like the blood of an old man lol.
What does that mean?

The meds that keep me semi-functional are the meds that prevent me from donating blood to keep someone else alive. Which sucks, honestly.

Thinking about that makes it hard for me to just B+.
I've gone through domestic notes and I've not found any references to psych medications excluding you as a donor. But then again these things change from place to place. And i guess maybe your specific one is troublesome for some reason? Welp
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5804 on: April 22, 2019, 11:05:02 pm »


I push away and put down everyone who gets close to me.
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