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Author Topic: Things that made you mildly upset today thread  (Read 266798 times)

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5970 on: May 27, 2019, 06:33:54 am »

I'm feeling more "alternative personality style" than usual these days. Friendship just feels like a drag, and I wish I could switch back to being generally known as kind and helpful but not someone you'd describe as a friend or confidant.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5971 on: May 27, 2019, 07:46:31 pm »

I might not be able to participate in an upcoming game jam as my laptop is starting to break down. I think I didn't quite connect the wifi antenna right one of the times I had disassembled it previously, and now it's come loose. The wifi will work for an amount of time, then declare that it can't reach the internet when all other devices can. I don't have the heart to take it apart again since it's such a huge pain in the ass, but I won't be able to replace it even with a lesser device for quite some time.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5972 on: May 27, 2019, 08:03:30 pm »

Cheapo USB wireless thing not an option? Remember being stuck with those for a long time, back in the day...
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5973 on: May 27, 2019, 08:10:10 pm »

I mean I could, but I already have a cable (plugged into the Xbox) that I could use. I'll just have to sit in the living room to use the Internet, which isn't the worst thing in the world as I can do YouTube and stuff on my phone.

Either way, I looked up a software fix that tentatively seems to be working, but time will tell.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5974 on: May 28, 2019, 10:19:28 am »

I won't prattle on, I'm just having another of my days where I'm exhausted, I'm tired, I feel sick and need rest, but I feel tortured and conflicted so relaxing seems nigh impossible. I took a short walk outside, and my thoughts always just naturally drift back to how these times alone don't mean shit and how I'd give anything for some real human company, and how I feel trapped in my head and my whole life and everything that goes on is just in my head, and how badly I want to live in reality; not in my head where I'm forced to live inside my head and parse through truly endless amounts of introspective bullshit and try to keep myself company with asinine personal conversations. Such a mental life just makes it feel like my whole life up to this point, and perhaps I fear the remainder of my life, will just be a giant fucking waste of time squandered on just thinking and not living.

That's my post for the day. A post where I introspectively bitch and complain about being introspective. Why do I continue to poison myself like this. What else can I do.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5975 on: May 28, 2019, 12:25:14 pm »

I might not be able to participate in an upcoming game jam as my laptop is starting to break down. I think I didn't quite connect the wifi antenna right one of the times I had disassembled it previously, and now it's come loose. The wifi will work for an amount of time, then declare that it can't reach the internet when all other devices can. I don't have the heart to take it apart again since it's such a huge pain in the ass, but I won't be able to replace it even with a lesser device for quite some time.
What game jam is coming up? I'm woefully out of touch with the community and need to start somewhere.

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5976 on: May 29, 2019, 01:03:14 am »

I might not be able to participate in an upcoming game jam as my laptop is starting to break down. I think I didn't quite connect the wifi antenna right one of the times I had disassembled it previously, and now it's come loose. The wifi will work for an amount of time, then declare that it can't reach the internet when all other devices can. I don't have the heart to take it apart again since it's such a huge pain in the ass, but I won't be able to replace it even with a lesser device for quite some time.
What game jam is coming up? I'm woefully out of touch with the community and need to start somewhere.

Extra Creditz Game Jam, starting tomorrow at midnight.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5977 on: May 29, 2019, 08:29:11 am »

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5978 on: May 29, 2019, 01:10:38 pm »

I blew off a commitment.  Granted it was a commitment I made yesterday, to a friend of a friend I don't know, to do free tech support.  But it still felt perversely good, and that obviously bothers me.  Particularly calling to lie about the reason.

The reason being... fuck I don't know, brain problems!?  Whatever, I rescheduled for pretty early tomorrow morning, serves me right.

I used to do this *all the time*, but I've gotten pretty good at forcing through it.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5979 on: May 29, 2019, 01:41:20 pm »

Extra Creditz Game Jam, starting tomorrow at midnight.

Aw dangit, I'm going to miss out on this one too! Is there a place that collects these game jams? I know Ludum isn't until October again and I'd like to cut my teeth on something earlier than that.

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5980 on: May 29, 2019, 01:48:31 pm »

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I mean, the internet makes information easier, and what's the point of easier if you're just going to go put effort into finding out if it's true. And if you can find out if something is true, people with power/money can make that information disappear (sometimes).
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5981 on: May 29, 2019, 03:06:34 pm »

Day has been incredibly long and towards the end riddled with road rage due to shit truckers being shit and holding up traffic. The one beaming bright moment I was looking forward to was finally getting my hands on and trying some brie cheese. I finally have.

it was disappointing blandness wrapped in concentrated mushroom/dirt flavour
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5982 on: May 29, 2019, 03:19:46 pm »

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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5983 on: May 29, 2019, 05:42:56 pm »

I mean, slightly scared would be a better way of describing it.
Here followed a long post giving the ims and outs of it, but I must remember not to treat this forum as a diary.

Condensed, it largely comes down to this - I am used to incompatible girls liking me, and in this one case where everything seems compatible I am lost and without a rudder.
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Re: Things that made you mildly sad today thread
« Reply #5984 on: May 29, 2019, 07:11:24 pm »

Dude, touch her butt.

Though you might want to ask her out for coffee or some other date cliché thing first, just in case.
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