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Author Topic: Things that made you sad today thread.  (Read 6975927 times)

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119700 on: March 15, 2021, 11:51:47 pm »

Sorry to hear that, Caz. I hope things get better for you!
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119701 on: March 16, 2021, 12:15:40 am »

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119702 on: March 16, 2021, 07:17:38 am »

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119703 on: March 16, 2021, 12:45:14 pm »

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119704 on: March 16, 2021, 05:53:39 pm »

The cycle has reared its ugly fucking face again and my latest hyperfixation has lost its appeal to my fickle eyeballs. Now I get to have an existential crisis as the clinical depression I use video games to escape comes back to fuck me until something new takes my interest, only for the cycle to repeat itself again one day. Until then I get to feel like a piece of shit accomplishing none of my hopes or dreams or goals incapable of improving myself. I want to draw. But I can't. I've never been good at drawing, and I've never been able to get past how demoralizing it is to have had the same childish artstyle since I was newborn despite so many years of doodling. I want to draw. I desperately want to draw. But I can't. And until I can, I get to continue having no sustainable outlet for my feelings, and I get to continue feeling like a useless piece of shit who can't do anything. I'd go into how this affects my actual real life, but there's only so much I can rant about on this topic before I just lie down and stare at the ceiling feeling no emotions except a distant sense of misery, and talking about how this is affecting everything other than the previously mentioned thing is a one stop shortcut to floor street. Jesus fucking christ. I should look into getting a different therapist.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119705 on: March 16, 2021, 07:42:26 pm »

The cycle has reared its ugly fucking face again and my latest hyperfixation has lost its appeal to my fickle eyeballs. Now I get to have an existential crisis as the clinical depression I use video games to escape comes back to fuck me until something new takes my interest, only for the cycle to repeat itself again one day. Until then I get to feel like a piece of shit accomplishing none of my hopes or dreams or goals incapable of improving myself. I want to draw. But I can't. I've never been good at drawing, and I've never been able to get past how demoralizing it is to have had the same childish artstyle since I was newborn despite so many years of doodling. I want to draw. I desperately want to draw. But I can't. And until I can, I get to continue having no sustainable outlet for my feelings, and I get to continue feeling like a useless piece of shit who can't do anything. I'd go into how this affects my actual real life, but there's only so much I can rant about on this topic before I just lie down and stare at the ceiling feeling no emotions except a distant sense of misery, and talking about how this is affecting everything other than the previously mentioned thing is a one stop shortcut to floor street. Jesus fucking christ. I should look into getting a different therapist.

You gotta pause before you think. And take your magnesium. And sleep at regular intervals and eat. And basically all the regular things and if that doesn't work, there be doctors.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119706 on: March 16, 2021, 07:53:37 pm »

Also this forum is getting buggy man, after posting i got redirected to a threetoe story thread from years ago. Odd.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119707 on: March 16, 2021, 08:47:50 pm »

That's odd. These forums have been pretty stable for me since forever. You sure you didn't accidentally misclick?
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119708 on: March 16, 2021, 10:29:44 pm »

My mum's cancer has metastatised and they will no longer do surgeries.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119709 on: March 16, 2021, 10:30:40 pm »

Im sorry
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119710 on: March 16, 2021, 11:52:46 pm »

Me too.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119711 on: March 17, 2021, 02:51:44 am »

Same, that really sucks.  :(
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« Reply #119712 on: March 17, 2021, 05:19:19 am »

SHit, I'm sorry to hear that.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119713 on: March 17, 2021, 06:57:53 am »

That sucks dude. Im really sorry to hear that.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #119714 on: March 17, 2021, 08:31:46 am »

That terrible, Caz. I'm so sorry.
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