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Author Topic: Things that made you sad today thread.  (Read 4814033 times)

Vector

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #26370 on: April 03, 2011, 04:31:09 am »

Screw this.
I may have said that I'm quitting here, but I'm getting driven insane and for me crawling back here isn't such a bad thing, since my own patheticness can't be augmented.
It doesn't hinder me to come back here when my mood seems stable enough, to look into a selected number of threads. I may as well post in them. Big deal.

There's not a single room in our house, where I can read a book in quietness. How am I supposed to work on me and actually aquire new knowledge, when I can't even read a frickin page from a book, without having my parent's around being noisy.
I'm finally stable enough to pick up my books again, but progress is being made impossible.
So mad.

Suddenly, I'm in a better mood.
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The Merchant Of Menace

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #26371 on: April 03, 2011, 04:32:59 am »

At least there's plenty of peace to read here..
Bleh, fucking nightmares and flashbacks and what the fuck else... I genuinely think my body's trying to convince me that it's had enough and wants the sweetest slumber..
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #26372 on: April 03, 2011, 04:37:28 am »

Like hell thats happening, i cannot allow that to happen.

ein

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #26373 on: April 03, 2011, 04:40:01 am »

Accept death for what it is, be ready for it, everyday, prepared for its arrival, and it will lose all power over you.
Facing one's fears is not a matter of fighting back, but accepting them, embracing them.
Hug your shadow, don't stuff it in a sack.

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #26374 on: April 03, 2011, 04:41:36 am »

Sounds like a quotation from Hagakure.

Also, what Ein said.
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Angel Of Death

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #26375 on: April 03, 2011, 04:44:12 am »

Accept death for what it is, be ready for it, everyday, prepared for its arrival, and it will lose all power over you.
Facing one's fears is not a matter of fighting back, but accepting them, embracing them.
Hug your shadow, don't stuff it in a sack.
You can stuff your shadow in a sack!? How!?

Oh god... My insides are burning from saying that.
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« Reply #26376 on: April 03, 2011, 04:46:07 am »

Bleh, fucking nightmares and flashbacks and what the fuck else... I genuinely think my body's trying to convince me that it's had enough and wants the sweetest slumber..

You're still here, aren't you? You may have the worst of it behind you.

Death fantasies work as a coping mechanism as well. At least I feel better afterwards...
Lucky I don't have the guts to execute any of the plentiful plans I have worked out over the years.
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Vector

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« Reply #26377 on: April 03, 2011, 04:47:45 am »

Thinking about that sort of thing in extremely vivid detail was what led me to realize that what I really wanted was to be treated well and to be appreciated, not to die.

Not that I'm advocating that.
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« Reply #26378 on: April 03, 2011, 04:52:26 am »

Wanting and getting are two different things, unfortunately >.>
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #26379 on: April 03, 2011, 04:53:20 am »

Here's a little book that I never actually read but was recommended to me nonetheless.
I'll probably read it later, but so far, the Art of War has served me just fine.

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« Reply #26380 on: April 03, 2011, 04:53:28 am »

They sure are, but I knew I wasn't going to get what I wanted if I was dead.
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« Reply #26381 on: April 03, 2011, 04:56:59 am »

Huh, but for a dead person that wouldn't matter much, would it?

Anyway, I think this was enough on suicide for now.
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« Reply #26382 on: April 03, 2011, 05:44:30 am »

I think my mum's about to go through one of her paranoia "episodes".

Shit...
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« Reply #26383 on: April 03, 2011, 05:48:25 am »

How does this manifest itself?

Meanwhile, I'm looking forward to a very uncomfortable dinner...
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #26384 on: April 03, 2011, 06:05:02 am »

So, my favourite pillow (read: the one I wrap my arms around when I sleep) has a red plaid cover.
I didn't really make the conscious connection before, but I unconsciously associate this pillow (and, as a result, its smell) with Yuuka.
Essentially, without realising it, I've taken possession of something I loathe and I'm realising that I don't loathe it?
And it's weird, because it's not really making me sad so I don't know why I'm posting it here, but bleh, I was just about to fall asleep when the revelation came to me, so yeah.
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