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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36645 on: September 08, 2011, 07:46:06 am »

I was going to start this post by declaring myself an asshole, claiming Vector would hate me forever and I need to get my priorities sorted but having mulled it over I think I'm just kinda confused.

If we were openly dating, or indeed had met more than twice, I would be cheating on a guy, with a girl. I'm not, I'm just being an asshole to him and frankly that's just as bad. This isn't going to be the person I am, I have always said that. And I promise you, random internet dwellers who care about my life about as much as a packet of sardines does, that I will not end up that person. I'm going to have to go to this guy and let him down gently and frankly that's going be the hardest thing I've ever done and the reason for this post. I'm sad. I'm sad I'm going to have to ruin this incredibly nice man's immediate future plans, and I never, ever want to let anybody down, but I need to. Gently.

Damn it. I really needed to vent and an internet forum seemed the least crass place to do it, cause I'm sure as hell not dragging my friends into this.

You'll do fine, mate. Chin up.

My own sad is that I'm now eighteen, and as such, have to sell cigarettes. Yeuch.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36646 on: September 08, 2011, 07:47:49 am »

Sometimes I wish I could alter the turn of time. That I could go back, and change any one aspect of my life, and then get to witness the results of the change in the future. If I had such an ability, I wonder if I would abuse it by randomly, but subtly changing the childhoods of complete strangers, and see if they turn into different people.
I'm just so curious, I really want to know if I was destined to become the miserable and lonely person that I am.
I've already said this but I'd abuse this so that I have an unlimited amount of time to finish my series.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36647 on: September 08, 2011, 07:57:53 am »

If we were openly dating, or indeed had met more than twice, I would be cheating on a guy, with a girl. I'm not, I'm just being an asshole to him and frankly that's just as bad. This isn't going to be the person I am, I have always said that. And I promise you, random internet dwellers who care about my life about as much as a packet of sardines does, that I will not end up that person. I'm going to have to go to this guy and let him down gently and frankly that's going be the hardest thing I've ever done and the reason for this post. I'm sad. I'm sad I'm going to have to ruin this incredibly nice man's immediate future plans, and I never, ever want to let anybody down, but I need to. Gently.
Just go for it. It's not going to be very hard for someone you've barley met.

... Wouldn't it be more accurate to say that you're cheating on a girl with a guy? Or is the relationship with her just as non-serious?
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36648 on: September 08, 2011, 11:32:34 am »

Slept in this morning; missed German class.

I feel fucking horrible.  I'm not missing any more classes unless I absolutely have to, this entire semester, in any course.  I need to shape up and stop being such a lazy asshole idiot.

I've had this problem since I was little.  It's time to iron it out, today.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36649 on: September 08, 2011, 11:52:26 am »

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36650 on: September 08, 2011, 11:56:27 am »

Everyone sucks at everything. Until they don't. Not sucking is a product of time invested.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36651 on: September 08, 2011, 12:08:11 pm »

Everyone sucks at everything. Until they don't. Not sucking is a product of time invested.
Must agree with this.

My programming experience goes like this:

Learn new language syntax.
Spending hours upon hours bashing head against the keyboard until it works.
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Can't avoid the head bashing part, sorry.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36652 on: September 08, 2011, 12:33:19 pm »

More than a year without an injury or any illness and now I'm wracked with flu.

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36653 on: September 08, 2011, 12:47:50 pm »

I've had this problem since I was little.  It's time to iron it out, today.

And despite all this, my mom forgave me >_<  Aww...
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36654 on: September 08, 2011, 12:56:39 pm »

Slept in this morning; missed German class.

I feel fucking horrible.  I'm not missing any more classes unless I absolutely have to, this entire semester, in any course.  I need to shape up and stop being such a lazy asshole idiot.

I've had this problem since I was little.  It's time to iron it out, today.
Your problem isn't that you're lazy, quite the opposite actually. You're extremely perfectionistic and you're letting that bring you down. Sure, you missed a class but does it really matter? I think I've skipped some 20-something lectures last year (usually because I had something better to do. We're also talking about Chemical engineering here, which is far from the easiest subject one could study) and while it's mildly inconvenient to have to catch up it's not something that's worth worrying about unless you're really falling behind. I think I know you well enough (from your other posts in which you bemoan how much your study is brining you down) to say that the odds of you falling behind because you missed a class or didn't finish all your homework in time are negligible.
Besides that, how well you study is related to how well you feel. If you're not at ease with yourself, chances are that tossing yourself at yet another set of problems isn't going to improve things, at least not as much as getting yourself back on track before continuing.
« Last Edit: September 08, 2011, 01:04:50 pm by Virex »
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36655 on: September 08, 2011, 01:00:11 pm »

Vector, you seem to have a bit of OCD.

you need to do what I did and take that OCD, tie her up, gag her, and dump her in a corner of an unused room in your brain.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36656 on: September 08, 2011, 01:09:08 pm »

John Kasich's latest attempt to drum up support to bail out his sinking union-busting bill is to warn voters that not passing it will destroy the ability of companies to illegally block out unions, because unions will use their rising tide of support to pass legislation to simplify the union-joining process.

Nice job, John. Not only have your threats and intimidation reached a new low, you've thrown away the last shred of legitimacy your bill had. You're not even pretending it's anything but a war to destroy unions anymore.

The really sad thing is that the mythical "Caddilac Benefits" have locked enough people into supporting him that this is unlikely to break his voting base.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36657 on: September 08, 2011, 01:36:40 pm »

Slept in this morning; missed German class.

I feel fucking horrible.  I'm not missing any more classes unless I absolutely have to, this entire semester, in any course.  I need to shape up and stop being such a lazy asshole idiot.

I've had this problem since I was little.  It's time to iron it out, today.

A problem to fix? Sure, missing class is not something to do. However, if you stay up all night prior blitzing your brain with study and homework, that doesn't really make you an "asshole idiot". It makes you someone who needs to prioritize sufficient sleep a little higher, and maybe move up the study time to earlier in the day, if that's applicable.

...but maybe that's what you were talking about? In any case, make sure you're always tackling the problem, not yourself or your personality.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36658 on: September 08, 2011, 04:01:35 pm »

Take a deep breath Vector, it's ok.  People sleep in sometimes, people make mistakes.  It's not the end of the world.  Contact the teacher, apologize, ask about what you missed.  Pick the pieces, it's not a big deal.

Vector, you seem to have a bit of OCD.

you need to do what I did and take that OCD, tie her up, gag her, and dump her in a corner of an unused room in your brain.
Make sure the gag and ropes are asymmetrical.  She'll love that  :o

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #36659 on: September 08, 2011, 04:19:24 pm »

If we were openly dating, or indeed had met more than twice, I would be cheating on a guy, with a girl. I'm not, I'm just being an asshole to him and frankly that's just as bad. This isn't going to be the person I am, I have always said that. And I promise you, random internet dwellers who care about my life about as much as a packet of sardines does, that I will not end up that person. I'm going to have to go to this guy and let him down gently and frankly that's going be the hardest thing I've ever done and the reason for this post. I'm sad. I'm sad I'm going to have to ruin this incredibly nice man's immediate future plans, and I never, ever want to let anybody down, but I need to. Gently.
Just go for it. It's not going to be very hard for someone you've barley met.

... Wouldn't it be more accurate to say that you're cheating on a girl with a guy? Or is the relationship with her just as non-serious?

No, he wants to date me, or at least I'm fairly sure he does, and the next time I saw him I was planning on asking him if we could make it official. The girl knows about all that, which is what made this whole situation ever so slightly bizarre when she basically ended up on top of me. I swear, my life writes itself like a teen soap opera.
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