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Author Topic: Things that made you sad today thread.  (Read 4763979 times)

Il Palazzo

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #116745 on: October 21, 2019, 05:00:38 pm »

Orkin Man, Orkin Man.
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Kagus

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #116746 on: October 21, 2019, 05:40:05 pm »

I was doing so well. You could almost say I was living. It wasn't much, but it was something I had.

Guess I needed to be put in my place again, apparently.

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #116747 on: October 21, 2019, 05:46:19 pm »

Ten four. Commence venting.
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Kagus

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #116748 on: October 21, 2019, 05:55:17 pm »

Sleep first, try to find words later. It sucks because I have a lot of good people around me who are ready and willing to listen, but... This time I just don't have anything to say.

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #116749 on: October 21, 2019, 06:16:53 pm »

#HugsForKagus

We gotcha, get some sleep, post later.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #116750 on: October 21, 2019, 07:14:28 pm »

A good sleep sometimes does me good, hopefully it at least makes you feel physically better, dude.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #116751 on: October 21, 2019, 08:03:54 pm »

Aye. I'll be listening sympathetically, if you vent later.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #116752 on: Today at 01:01:33 am »

(I have nothing to add. Sorry.)

I took my antipsychotics last night, and I absolutely fucking hated it. Even as I fell asleep, I could hear my internal monologue regretting it. Now that I've been awake for 7 hours, I still regret it. It's like stabbing myself with tranquilizer darts just to sleep. It's quite apt, really; it's as if I'm an animal that got shot with tranquilizer darts because it escaped from its cage.

But I'm not an animal, am I? Not one incapable of independent thought, at least, so why am I treating myself as such? I'm still holding out hope that my psychosis can somehow be worked with. Even if it confuses me, deludes me, makes me throw stuff around, that's still 'me', right? To shut that part out entirely feels like a betrayal. Like I can't trust myself. If I can't trust myself, then what chance is there that I can trust others? If so...


...sorry, I'm rambling. It's all just a long-winded way of saying "end my suffering".
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