
Cream Puff hums to herself as she sets up the little picnic for her and Crosshair. It had been a while since they really had a chance to just hang out together, so Puff was more than happy to accept when Cross suggested a little meal by the river.
Crosshair didn’t leave her friend waiting for long before arriving where they agreed on, She took the decency to change from her guard uniform into a breezy white loose dress for the picnic, Landing just closeby before trotting up to her “Puff!” She called, beaming happily
“Cross!” Puff smiles and hugs her friend. “I just finished setting up!” She releases her and walks over to the food: just a few sandwiches and some salad, along with some juice to drink.
“Looks good, Puff!” Crosshair beamed, giving her friend a soft friendly nuzzle as she walked over to the picnic with her. Beaming brightly “Glad you could find some time for me today, Puff.”
Puff beams brightly in return. “Me too! It’s been so long since we were able to just sit back and relax together.”
“I know, right?” Cross said, laying down onto the blanket with all of her legs tucked to herself, sighing contently and smiling at her friend. “We just seems to be so busy nowadays.”
Puff giggles and sits next to her friend. “Seriously! I’m just glad we can at least meet for a few minutes at meals. Heh, and for little things like this.”
The slightly smaller mare nodded with a giggle aswell. “Mmhm! I wish we’d get to spend more time together though. Really miss spending them with you, Puff.” Crosshair murmured, picking up one of the sandwiches to noms them, beaming. “Mmm.. Delicious as always!”
“Thanks!” Puff grabs a sandwich of her own and starts eating, enjoying good food and good company.
Cross enjoyed a moment of relaxation and quietness with her friend, listening to the forest and the water as the two noms away at their sandwiches. “Mm.. heh, I wonder what was it that made us leave the comfortable city life for this..”
Puff thinks as she chews, then talks after swallowing. “Having room to grow. Sure, life was stable back there, but it was boring! Out here... we can be us!”
“Mhm.. with nopony to judge us.” Cross beamed happily again, swallowing another bit of her sandwich before scooting a bit closer to her friend.
She nods. “Nopony tells us what to cook.”
Cross scoots a bit closer. “Nopony tells us what’s good to buy..”
“Or how to dress.” Puff takes another bite of her lunch.
“Who to be friends with.” Cross added in, taking a sip of her juices before she scoots in close enough to let her sides touch her friend’s.
Puff smiles and lays a wing over her friend, fondly remembering when they used to just sit together and talk about nothing.
Cross sighed a happy sigh and smiles as she lay her wing over her friend aswell, letting each others hold each others under their wings. “I’m scared.. you know?” She begin up. Leaning a little onto Puff’s neck.
Puff swallows her bite and gives her friend a concerned look. “Scared? Of what?”
“Of losing you.” She answered with a soft sigh and closes her eyes. “With so many things happening.. Parasprites.. discordians.. I’m just afraid that one day you just.. wouldn’t be around anymore, you know?”
Cream Puff smiles at her friend and strikes a heroic pose. “Are you kidding? That diamond dog didn’t want none of this! Those Discordians better watch out, or I’ll bash their heads in with my good pans, and then I’ll
really get angry!”
Crosshair giggles from that, giving her friend’s muzzle a soft nuzzle again. “Mm, I’m glad you’re confident, Puff. I still can’t help but worried, maybe it wouldn’t be you but It’d be me, I mean I am the Captain of the guards, I’m supposed to be out there between everypony and danger. What if one day some lucky discordian got the better of me and caught me off guard? I just.. don’t want to not be able to eat your delicious food and spend times with you again, you know?”
“You’ve got sharp eyes, Cross. No way any crazy pony is going to get the drop on you.”
“Everypony make mistakes, Puff.” Said cross with a soft sigh again, picking up her last piece of sandwich to noms it. “And I’ve got so much left to do..”
Puff gives her a friendly nuzzle. “You’ll get to do it, Cross. You
are the Captain of the Guard. They don’t just give that title away, you know.”
Cross smiled from her friend’s nuzzle and comforting words and return the nuzzle softly again “I know, Puff.. I know.. But I don’t think I’ll get what I truly wants, though..” She sighed again with a soft frown. “It’s just.. weird, and ponies won’t approve of it..”
Puff gives her a confused look. “Hmm?”
Crosshair finishes the last bit of her sandwich and downs it with her juices, wiping her muzzle slightly after as she gazes away from her friend to look at the flowing river. “Living out here, where danger lies everywhere.. it made me realize something, Puff.. It made me realize just how important life is, and how dear everypony is to everypony..”
Puff nods, mirroring her friend in finishing her food and drink.
“And you’re very dear to me, Puff..” Cross said, looking down slightly, pawing at the blanket softly with a hoof. “We’ve always helped each other even back in the city. And whenever either of us have problems, we’d talk about it and help one another through it. And it’s a very beautiful thing..”
Puff smiles at her. “Of course! You’re my best friend, Cross! Through thick and thin, I’ll always be there for you!”
Cross smiled slightly, still gazing at the river. “Mm.. But.. now I want to be more than just friends with you, Puff..”
She quirks an eyebrow at Cross, looking slightly confused.
The smaller mare just sighs and slumps down onto the blanket, flopping her ears down. “Just.. Just forget it, Puff.. I’m sorry for saying that..” Crosshair apologized, sounding somewhat troubled.
Puff lays down beside her friend. “Aw, come on, Cross. Tell me.”
Crosshair blushed as Puff lays beside her, she turns her face to look at her friend right in the eyes. “I... I love you, Creampuff. I love everything that’s about you, I love your food, I love your personality, I love your time and spending them with you, I just..” She sighed and look down. “I just love you.. but I know you don’t swing that way..” She began to tears up slightly, lowering her ears.
Puff is dumbfounded. She never suspected! Crosshair’s tears, though, snap her to attention, and she gives her friend a gentle hug. “Oh, Cross... I’m sorry.”
Cross didn’t push her friend away, but lean into her friend’s comforting hug. Trying very hard not to cry. “N-no no.. It’s.. It’s my fault, Puff.. you didn’t do anything w-wrong..” She said, trying not to make those come out as sobs with varying degrees of success.
Puff gently pats her withers as she holds her friend. “You still hurt, though, and it’s because of me.”
“You.. didn’t do anything wrong.. for just being you..” Crosshair managed to say out without whimpering, holding onto Puff aswell as she let out deep sighs, trying to keep calm and not cry. “And I.. love you for being you..”
Puff keeps holding her. “I care deeply about you, too, Cross. Just... not like that. You’re my best friend.”
“I know, Puff.. I know.. That’s why I told you to forget it..” Cross sighed again and just rests her head down slightly. “You’re my bestest friend.. and I love you so, but I also don’t want to scare you away because I’m being weird and liking a mare..”
She lifts Cross’ gaze with a wing and gives her a soft smile. “You’re not going to scare me away, Cross. We won’t be lovers, but we’re still friends... right?”
The smaller mare gave a slight smile. “Yeah..” She sighed softly before lean in to bop noses with Puff. “I just wish we could be more sometimes.. might not even have to be a regular thing..”
Puff shakes her head slowly. “You’re already in a relationship, Cross.”
Crosshair gloomed down a little bit more as she level her ears. “I know.. makes me all the more freaky.. But.. I can’t help myself! I just really.. Really want to spend great times with you every day, sharing things together, eat more of your food, share our lives together.. Plus, Flamberge should be fine about it.” She sighed. “But I suppose it’s just a dream for me and I’m supposed to wake up soon..”
Cream Puff gives her a hug. “Me and Flamberge aren’t going to happen, Cross, even if you weren’t already with him. I’m sorry we can’t be more than best friends...”
“I know Puff.. I know it’ll never happens.. but a filly can dream? Right?” Crosshair gave her friend a soft smile as they hug each other, nuzzling her lightly. “I’m sorry you don’t feel towards me the same way, Puff..” She murmured softly, nuzzling noses with the puffy mare, and before they knew it, she plants a soft kiss onto her muzzle, then lips. It was brief, sweet and gentle.
Puff’s eyes widen at the kiss, but it’s too brief for her to be able to pull away before Cross breaks it. “Cross... I can’t.”
Crosshair nodded, before resting her head down onto the blanket again, not pushing her friend away or trying to hold her there “I know, Puff.. I know.. I just have been really wanting to do that for a long time now.. I’m sorry if.. if you don’t want to.. hang out with me anymore..”
“Hey, we can still hang out together. But we’re not lovers... we’re friends.” Puff gives her a soft smile.
“Best friends..” Crosshair gave her a soft smile aswell. resting her head into their hug. “And who knows? Maybe you’ll change your mind one day.. If you’re tired of not finding anypony, there’ll always at least be me!”
Puff smiles and nods at her friend. “Best friends forever.”