You're still alive, having a grudge against Chaos.
You're one of the male dwarves I let in at than point. Actually, he's one of the few dwarves who don't have a room. This'll be fixed soon once I get the clan quarters set up.
EDIT: Oh hey, when did that happen? Joshua and Chaos had a son. Don't think I noticed. He's 21 days old, fat, and now named Lapse.