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Author Topic: Things that made you sad today thread.  (Read 9681881 times)

LordSlowpoke

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #65265 on: September 02, 2013, 07:52:44 am »

i am very fucking inefficient if it helps?
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« Reply #65266 on: September 02, 2013, 08:19:40 am »

Whenever I read about Obsidian it's always about how they got screwed by their publishers, and it's always a different publisher.
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« Reply #65267 on: September 02, 2013, 08:24:23 am »

Lesson of this summer: I suck at being a functional human being.
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« Reply #65268 on: September 02, 2013, 09:19:11 am »

I currently live with my parents.

My mom is having some problems. I feel bad for her situation.

Honestly, the worst part is that her complaining gets stuck in my head and it plays over and over again, because I somehow feel like I could solve this problem, even though I know I can't. It's an obsessive thinking kind of thing. The irony is, if I could just focus on what I had to do, then I wouldn't have to listen to her complain about it. I don't even know, but these obsessive thoughts are killing me. I can replay the argument she makes in my head a million times, prove it's false and it doesn't matter.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #65270 on: September 02, 2013, 04:25:15 pm »

So for some reason it seems to be I get angry quicker and more intensely. Maybe people are just doing more things to piss me off in rapid succession. And since I have no idea how to handle intense anger, given that I've never really dealt with it, it's not pretty. I usually can recognise if I'm actually losing control and get myself away before I do anything more than raise my voice (shouting at someone is typically the thing that clues me in), but last friday...that didn't happen. Wound up punching someone in the face right before I gained enough control to then start walking away. Yeeeah.

Also been having these odd sad moments now and then when I'm alone. Like I've been about to cry but my brain just shuts down all emotion as soon as it detects that. I've even gone to cry once or twice when alone, face made the cry face and everything, only for it all to stop. Just, stop. Face goes back to null, and I just stop feeling anything at all. Why can't my brain also do that with anger? Would save the awkwardness of having to apologise for punching someone in the face when they were being a dick.

I miss when my only emotional states were "interested", "bored" and "wishing to avoid something that causes boredom". Only ones you really seem to need in life.

A big problem is I suck at recognising my own emotions. Dunno if you could call it alexithymia, but I typically either have to be clued in to my internal emotional state by my actions, or by others pointing it out to me. Like, I can't *know* what I'm feeling internally, can't put words to it or identify it or often even notice it. People have commented I seem stressed a lot more lately, so it could be I'm just running off a higher "baseline" lately.

Given I'm done with work and going back to university soon, hopefully the month off of "adult responsibility" will be enough to fix that.
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« Reply #65271 on: September 02, 2013, 08:21:49 pm »

My Summer lesson is I am so unbelievably bad at time-management it's a wonder I get dressed in the morning. Sometimes I don't, I just wear what I did previously.
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« Reply #65272 on: September 02, 2013, 08:52:32 pm »

... the real trick is to have a set of at-home clothes that you immediately swap in to once you get back from wherever you go, and then two sets of away-from-home clothes you alternate between. Can stretch a limited wardrobe further, insofar as cleaning them goes. Still maintain a fair amount of appearance-related whatever while pushing the distance between necessary clothes washing, further. Less spent on clothes maintenance = more food.
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« Reply #65273 on: September 02, 2013, 09:29:13 pm »

My step-grandmother keeps trying to tantalize my mother with the idea that I'm a whore, and my grandmother bought and is pushing my cousin's girlfriend's book but wouldn't deign to look at mine.

Whatever.
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« Reply #65274 on: September 02, 2013, 09:33:16 pm »

...Wat. Okay, its true that we only see what you want to share here, but I have an extremely hard time picturing you in any whore-like manner O_o;

The hell did that idea come from?!
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« Reply #65275 on: September 02, 2013, 09:34:59 pm »

...Wat. Okay, its true that we only see what you want to share here, but I have an extremely hard time picturing you in any whore-like manner O_o;

The hell did that idea come from?!
Seconded. Wat.
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« Reply #65276 on: September 02, 2013, 09:40:11 pm »

I spend time with men (in public, but away from my family) to whom I am not married.
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« Reply #65277 on: September 02, 2013, 09:41:33 pm »

I spend time with men (in public, but away from my family) to whom I am not married.
Lemme guess: fundamentalist insert-religion-here?
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« Reply #65278 on: September 02, 2013, 09:42:56 pm »

My grandfather was a Missouri Synod Lutheran minister and kept tracts around the house explaining why women are not meant to make decisions for themselves.
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« Reply #65279 on: September 02, 2013, 09:48:23 pm »

My grandfather was a Missouri Synod Lutheran minister and kept tracts around the house explaining why women are not meant to make decisions for themselves.
My face cannot make up its mind on what expression to make at that.
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This.
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