Working 40+ hours a week, bust my arse every day training the 8+ newbies and doing the morning crew's job in the closing shifts, and my boss keeps talking down to me and says I'm not doing enough. Throw on top of that, people every day make me so angry because of how entitled they are, customers and coworkers both. I'm getting hurt physically more than any person should be at work and it's taking a toll on me. My very bones hurt from being overworked and I'm getting more and more frustrated to the point I started retching because it made me so angry I wanted to puke.
Throw on top of this, I have a juvinille coworker who's a 30 year old who throws tantrums at management and other coworkers and he decided to give me shit for something I had no control over and on behalf of someone else who was making a joke to him about me.
And that's just work. My mother is drinking more frequently and more at once (I counted 10 beer caps last time and she caught on that's how I know how much she's been drinking). She also has outright refused to talk to me except when she's venting or needs me to do something for her. Not to mention she's gotten more aggressive while drunk now, so much so that she barged in and demanded to see my laptop (she beleives that D&D and video games are the worst things ever) and made my friend who I was chatting with freeze up in fear from how much venom was in her words
My ex who I'm still forced to be friends with due to our circle of friends has been getting worse with berating me and backhanding me with her comments. got so bad I gave her a compliment because she said she doesn't feel men think she's pretty and she dismissed what I said. My friend said the same thing like 2 seconds later and she said "See <Highmax>? THAT is how you compliment me". It also got to the point we got into a convo about some bitch saying that "HAY GURLS, IF YOU TRIED TO GO GAY, AND IT DIDNT WORK, DO IT AGAIN!" (First time you'll ever see someone say "being gay isn't a choice" in that context...) and she sent me a clip of a comedian saying how men are pigs because they can't be decent human beings and can't do this list of things... Which is ironic because EVERYTHIG she listed I did to/with my ex when we were dating, and one of them ended the relationship (I asked how her day was).
Depression is hitting me hard too, getting to the point I struggle to sleep or get up in the morning (the sun comes out by the time I drift to sleep, and I go to bed at midnight). The above I mentioned clearly doesn't help either...
The only upside to any of this is I'm gonna be moving out into my buddy's spare room at the end of the month if things go smoothly...
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